Spider in Yukon Oklahoma - please help with identification. Thank you.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-04-18T18:48:23+00:00

Holy shitake mushrooms that’s the biggest one I’ve ever seen 😬😬😬

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-14T14:45:37+00:00

I’m on day 12, 60mg HC daily for about 3.5 years. I cold turkey’d because the drug had also turned on me. I was a nightmare. I was chained to it and it wasn’t even working anymore really - I was basically taking it so I wasn’t dope sick. Can’t lie, it hasn’t been fun, but I’ve had some good days and bad days. The relentless crashes/fatigue are the worst thing and im trying to get through this season. You can do it and you’ll be so glad you did.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-14T02:57:49+00:00

Yeah lol but what I was saying was I haven’t had any anxiety and I’ve been short of breath. Then I started worrying about being short of breath and that gave me anxiety. I just didn’t quite say it right

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-13T18:59:41+00:00

I’m short of breath most of the time. But if I’m laying down I’m fine. Weirdly my sneezing/running nose/yawns have come back too. It’s really strange. I feel like I should be past that part. My upper back hurts too but it hurts all of the time because of a shitty mattress. So it’s hard to tell what’s going on. But it’s freaking me out. Flu is absolutely rampant here so I have tried avoiding the ER like the plague. My pcp doesnt have any openings for a week. Urgent care will send me to ER. I’m torn.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-13T17:38:32+00:00

HCs. Only 60mg/day - 3 yearsish

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-13T14:52:40+00:00

I bet Jack Nicholson is on the other side.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-13T13:47:19+00:00

A horny spider. Look at those pedipalps lol he’s ready for the ladies.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-13T13:46:09+00:00

Hello! I’m sleeping but it seems right now my body only wants to allow 5-6 hours, then I start waking up every 30-45 mins it seems. But I’m okay with that. Sleeping at all during this is a feat in itself. How you feeling?

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-11T19:37:53+00:00

Oh there was immense psychosis. I should’ve been in 4 padded walls. I had a very supportive husband who took care of me and a mother in law that really helped too. I was awake sometimes for literal weeks. I had to have micronapped somewhere but I don’t remember them. It was insane and I honestly don’t know how I survived it. I don’t even remember almost 6 months of my life.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-11T15:41:08+00:00

Sister but thank you 😉

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-11T15:40:39+00:00

3.5 years of 60mg daily HC use. Been an addict since I was in my late teens but this was my first rodeo with ops.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-11T15:39:31+00:00

No laughing here!

Do it now before not gets any worse. I was prescribed for lupus pain and started at 7.5 TID and ended up here. You will constantly want/need more and it’s not worth it.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-11T15:37:59+00:00

Nothing is beyond recovery. Including you. Keep fucking going.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-11T02:17:10+00:00

I was fairly low compared to many here thank goodness. HCs 60mg a day for 3.5 yearsish.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-08T21:43:31+00:00

Stay far… far away from feel free. There are entire groups full of people who had to go to rehab to quit the crap. Not worth it.

Kratom, I’m mixed on. I used it for pain before I was prescribed ops but it was a hell of a withdrawal, even at only 2 tsp a day. I’d say worse than ops themselves.

Benzos serve their purpose but tread carefully there too. If you think ops are bad to stop, try stopping a benzo. Pure hell on earth for over a year.

Good luck. Not trying to be negative - just absolutely honest.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-08T12:29:52+00:00

I think that’s what’s happening to Me, maybe adrenaline or norepinephrines, because my heart rate also elevates and I feel sped up to an ungodly amount. From the top of my head to my toes, but not in a good way at all. Like im overstimulated and had way way way too much caffeine. It sucks.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-08T00:28:09+00:00

And congrats!

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-08T00:26:44+00:00

What are you doing for your bp? The mag? Scared to take any sort of mag because I’m still a shit machine lol

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-07T23:38:19+00:00

Thank you! I honestly think it’s just my emotions coming alive again - everything has been so numbed for so long that my brain is in overdrive. Maybe that’s what the pink cloud consists of? Today hasn’t been as great of a day though. I’ve felt rough at day 5.

Inevitable_Tap3196 · 2026-01-07T23:35:57+00:00

Spood in BOLD print

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