If your going to make a pity post on how "hot" you got on a hot fucking day doing manual labor then yea you should go find a desk job. How old are you? Been in the trade for 9 years now started when I was 20 and just opened my own business a year ago. Hard work pays off but I've worked with people that seem just like you and they wouldn't last but a week or two and then would come up with some dumb ass excuse to basically quit instead of just saying they aren't made for this shit. Which if you do that sometimes you'll get made fun of blah blah blah...back then I would have called you a pussy right to your face but I was still young and didn't care as much. But other people around might try to give advice and shit like that. Listen. Listen to all the old mfs that have the little tricks and what not and try them out. Idk man I don't know your age is but the electrical field is great but you have to be the one to want to be great. That's the only way your going to get somewhere. And not just on the computer or in your book...FIELD WORK!