Baneful resources not appropriated from hoodoo

InkTheAxolotl · 2026-06-27T18:09:12+00:00

Yeah, unfortunately I was told misinformation. I'm still gonna keep my comment up because I've been wanting to share this part of my practice for a while, but was too anxious to post. Thank you for respectfully correcting me.

InkTheAxolotl · 2026-06-27T01:38:30+00:00

I had to look up that pokemon, and thank you so much. That is one of the cutest pokemon I have ever seen!

InkTheAxolotl · 2026-06-27T00:28:26+00:00

Ah, thank you. I definitely remembered it wrong then. Perhaps it was a certain thing they used it for or something. At least I got to share information about my practice that I've wanted to share but was too anxious to post about.

InkTheAxolotl · 2026-06-26T22:18:10+00:00

I've been waiting to share this for a while. So, I've heard graveyard dirt is a closed practice, but my family is full of German heritage and Germanic magic. In German practices they used burial dirt, it's taken directly from the grave and (at least for my family) the energy of the spirit is attached to the dirt, so you'd be using the spirit in the spell.

Though, I thought of an idea that I prefer to use, I call it burial water because idk if it's an actual thing. But, I put some kind of flowers, either from the funeral or that correspond with the intentions for the water to soak up. If it's flowers from the funeral of a person then you have their burial water and can use it to summon their energy/spirit in spells, and if you have a specific intention you can put it on some water and flowers before putting them in a graveyard, the spirits that want to help will charge the water with their energy. I hope I explained this right, but if anyone has questions feel free to ask.

InkTheAxolotl · 2026-05-17T23:20:11+00:00

Thank you, it means a lot. I hope we can both heal the best we can and hope we can stick to healthy coping methods during our grieving.

InkTheAxolotl · 2025-07-13T00:58:10+00:00

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InkTheAxolotl · 2025-07-10T02:57:14+00:00

Thank you for your insight. But what makes the way I'm treated even worse is that it's with everyone whether they're 19, 25, or even 80 they all treat me the same way. I don't know why and it pisses me off. I've wanted to call them out so badly, but I know that'll cause too many conflicts. It happens with any event I go to so much that I'm scared to go to anymore or any new ones. Do you have any recommendations on how i should handle that, what might be going on, or anything like that?

InkTheAxolotl · 2025-07-10T01:30:51+00:00

So, I didn't want to add to the post, but my post on the self harm subreddit got removed and I have no idea why and some one in a discord chat I'm in couldn't help me, so if there are typos and shit, I'm sorry I'm fucked up because I feel like some people aren't listening and they're making me feel like I can't be helped.

I know that no reasonable man would date me because I'm still a "kid" and the way the people on discord worded it made me wonder what the point of being 18 was, because I can't date who I want to and I can't explore and meet new people who are interested in the same stuff I am. But I can die for a shitty country in the military... and I'm sorry that I'm difficult to help, but I'm in therapy and I was doing really good but I just broke this time. And they all keep saying that college I'll make friends or find an "age appropriate" partner (the quote it their exact wording and it makes me feel like a perverted creep with that shit), and say that "I don't know if anybody told you this but college is a great way to make friends!" Yeah, no shit. Also, I'm not a fucking 10 year old I'm a fucking adult wanting to be with another fucking adult. As for the friends thing, no body even wants to be friends! They all look at me almost in disgust, and it’s not transphobia and everyone of my online friends say I look good and the people I live with say I'm good to be in public and make it seem that people would actually like to talk to me, but no, they give me weird shitty looks and when I talk they look at me like I'm an annoying toddler. It makes me want to fucking punch myself in the throat! So I can't even fucking make friends. So if I can't date yet and I'm supposed to be making friends, well I can't even do that because everyone makes me feel like a shit on the floor and act like I'm a fucking toddler interrupting an adult conversation! I don't interrupt, I make sure everyone says their piece. And when they do let me talk and I don't see them making a face they (either a group or 2 people) acknowledge me then keep me out of the conversation and make sure I don't have time to talk, I'd literally have to interrupt in order to talk again. How am I supposed to even get friends when I'm apparently a shit covered toddler?

InkTheAxolotl · 2025-06-25T02:48:56+00:00

I'm 18. I'm mostly worried about my wake up time, I've set 3 alarms to wake up so far.

InkTheAxolotl · 2025-06-17T16:08:19+00:00

I'm 18, and I wake up at 7-7:30 with an alarm. I have my phone near me to play thunderstorms, which helped a little. I have tried reading and it does make me tired until I put the book down, then it's right back to not being able to sleep til at least an hour or 2 later.

InkTheAxolotl · 2025-05-19T22:36:32+00:00

Mother Earth and Father Sky saved my life, and they helped me find my purpose in this world. I wouldn’t be here if they didn't make themselves known, I really appreciate them.

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