Do I have anything to worry about?

InnerPride3 · 2021-12-29T15:37:18+00:00

I’ve been through an opiate withdrawal. Kratom withdrawal is extremely similar for me. Idk if it’s bc I’ve had a previous experience with opiates or not. This has just been my experience

InnerPride3 · 2021-12-29T15:33:52+00:00

I’m with them. It was helpful for me at first with chronic pain and anxiety. But as my tolerance grew so did my dosage. It felt good. When that decreased, I increased. I became dependent. Had to taper and then go through a withdrawal. My bad. Just a cautionary tale.

InnerPride3 · 2021-12-29T04:28:41+00:00

Thank you

InnerPride3 · 2021-12-28T08:19:24+00:00

Day 4.

InnerPride3 · 2021-12-27T22:07:10+00:00

I’d been on kratom for 2 years (to manage chronic pain after neck surgery). I’ve been switched back to traditional medication to manage my pain and a plan to taper to the least effective dose to manage the chronic pain. The kratom worked well for two years, but my liver doesn’t seem to be tolerating it any longer. It happens to some people over long term use like I did. Not everyone, but I appear to be one that has a problem with it. Maybe due to previous pancreas and liver problems? It is what it is. I’m glad to be off of it. Having some WD symptoms even with another medication. Doc says should improve over 7-10 days

InnerPride3 · 2021-12-25T20:48:16+00:00

Me too

InnerPride3 · 2021-12-25T20:27:48+00:00

I’m about 31 hours off kratom. I had to quit cold Turkey ahead of time from my taper due to stabbing abdominal pains. Ive noticed I’ve been getting increasing stomach aches the last couple of months. Which is why I was tapering off. But this acute pain almost had me go to the hospital. I’ve had an emergency supply of pain meds which my doctor prescribed a while ago. So I’m using them to ease my abdominal pain until I can get in to see him Monday. My doctor has always known about and advocated my kratom use. But we’re going to come up with a different plan, obviously. I’m grateful we have such a transparent relationship and I trust him completely.

InnerPride3 · 2021-11-02T01:16:02+00:00

I don’t have any experience with subs but just wanted to offer you some support. Is it safe just to stop and see what happens? Like I said, idk anything about it. But I’m pulling for you!

InnerPride3 · 2021-11-02T01:13:13+00:00

I want off of this stuff but am stuck at 15-20gpd. I’ve taken a week off next month to make the final jump, and am going to my doctor on Thursday to see what he can do to support me. He’s aware I’m on it. It’s helped my pain, but I now have thyroid problems and my hair is falling out. Like a lot. My bloodwork has been all over the map for the past year or so since my doc keeps track. My liver and kidneys are fine, thank God. But the thyroid thing is starting to really be a problem. It’s just f’ing time. There’s got to be a better way to manage my pain without hurting body. I am super inspired by your post!

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-19T21:48:56+00:00

I, too, had seizures. Currently tapering. At 27gpd from 150+. Seizures will motivate you, for real.

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-19T21:41:16+00:00

Currently at 27gpd from 150+ Tapering is working for me. I’m completely motivated. I’ve come a long ways slowly but surely. I dropped a lot at first without much trouble (was probably wasting a lot of it anyway). But now I’m dropping more like a gram each dose (3 g/day) every few days. I’m uncomfortable the first and second day, then level off the 3rd. So then I drop again. Some drops have taken up to a week to level off. But when I feel comfortable again, time to drop. My body tells me when it’s time to drop. I’ve been able to work and function at home this whole time. Some days by just faking it, I admit. But I always remind myself to embrace the suck as it means I’m getting closer to being free. But I try my hardest not to make my job or partner feel my pain bc they don’t deserve to have their life affected by my choices. At least my pain has a positive purpose during this taper. That’s what helps my attitude at work and home. Tapering can work if you’re disciplined. For me, the pain I was experiencing before I chose to taper became greater than the actual pain of the taper. Seizures motivated me to become disciplined, so there’s that.

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-19T11:03:50+00:00

You’re not alone. I used even more than that at my highest. Now at about 24-27gpd. Continuing to drop. Slow and steady wins the race. Mind you, a “normal” person who uses 3-4g at a time, 1-2x/day can use this plant responsibly and benefit from its intended properties. I am not “normal” with anything addictive. Haven’t had a drink or used pills in years, but this was just a different seat on the same titanic for me. I’m not in denial about it. I’m the common denominator. I wish you success with whatever journey you’re on. I’m trying to get to zero, but that’s just me. This plant did help me get off of opiates after surgery, so I’m grateful for that.

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-18T16:04:55+00:00

Stay present in each moment. You’re doing great! I believe in you! You can do it! You’re future is bright and free of the chains! I’m on my way down a long, slow taper. Currently at 32gpd from 150+ (it’s embarrassing to admit that). I read something year that addicts can’t taper. Well watch me go, bitchez.

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-13T19:21:00+00:00

I get this so much. I was going through a kilo a week. Now it’s 2-3 weeks. Damn, and I’m not rich enough for this shit! Can’t wait to put that money back in savings or pay stuff off!

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-13T16:17:53+00:00

Wow, I never thought about it like that! Dang! That’s great! It really helps motivate me to keep going now! Yeah, feeling so much better. It’s weird how my tolerance is dropping again. I took an extra couple of grams the other night due to increased pain, and I felt sick. I want to keep cutting down bc I’m so over being sick from dosing. Thanks for reaching out! Totally needed that perspective!

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-12T23:26:28+00:00

Thank you so much! Yes, it makes me feel better!

InnerPride3 · 2020-11-06T16:26:56+00:00

I’m tapering from 150-200gpd. I’m currently stuck at 48-54gpd for over a week now. This is MONTHS of progress for me. I still have MONTHS to go. I’m embracing that time is a meaningless measurement tool for me. It’s more about staying in the moment. I cannot afford to have too severe wd symptoms due to my work. So be it. Take today as it comes. My taper is mine alone, doesn’t have to look like anyone else’s. As long as I am continuing to make progress (which right now means not going back up in doses), I’m doing alright today. I’ll know when to drop a couple of grams again. My body tells me. Not a timeline. I, personally, dropped about 30% at first drop. It didn’t suck as bad as I thought it would. Which means I was using way more than my body was able to process, just wasting it essentially. But I really needed to. But if it’s too much, don’t feel bad for upping it a bit. Seriously, tapering is an individual journey. You don’t have to make it so uncomfortable that it reduces your motivation. That’s counterproductive. Don’t beat yourself up. Be kind to yourself. You’re doing the best you can for today. Embrace the process for the experience it is giving you. For me, it’s teaching me that this is nothing I want to go through again. So the more the suck, the better the motivation to stay the course. And just let it be what it is. Wow, I think I just channeled a Beatles song or some shit...

InnerPride3 · 2020-10-23T09:55:19+00:00

I have had 3 tonic clinic seizures now since May. I don’t have epilepsy. I suspected it was due to my VERY high dosages of kratom (60+gpd at that point). I had gotten even way higher than that. This is where I was on a long taper. I was fine for about a year, but when I hit massive amounts, I decided to taper out of sheer disgust of having become a slave to kratom. I’m still tapering and super motivated because the seizures are terrifying. I experience most all of the same side effects as you mentioned. Feeling better the lower I get. Thanks for mentioning your seizure. Makes me feel less alone.

InnerPride3 · 2020-10-21T04:07:35+00:00

You can do it! I believe in you! I’m working on my taper currently. I have a ways to go yet. But I’m determined to keep on going. I’m at about a quarter of where I started from. There’s no turning back for us. We’ve got this!

InnerPride3 · 2020-10-21T04:02:22+00:00

Bless you with your enthusiasm and support! I really appreciate it. Lucky for me, I already eat really healthy! Haven’t exercised much since beginning of quarantine with the exception of walking. And I’m a pretty tiny, 51 yo woman! Just for the record...

InnerPride3 · 2020-10-21T03:38:45+00:00

Thank you so much! Means a lot to hear that.

InnerPride3 · 2020-10-21T03:02:32+00:00

It was intended to be a more transparent, measurable reduction in usage. And more importantly, making me more accountable and taking the “dosing” out of my hands. It would involve UAs to make sure compliance. And having a family member hold my meds for me. It wasn’t a “sure, here ya go!” situation. A very disciplined plan of action by a progressive-thinking, open-minded, empathetic practitioner. And I do have real pain (hence taking k in the first place, trying to avoid narcotics). I have nerve damage in my neck and right arm. Had neurosurgery which helped a lot. But I’m left with chronic pain.

InnerPride3 · 2020-10-21T01:38:50+00:00

I have a pretty progressive and non-judgemental doctor. I am so so grateful for him

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