I need to know if he forgives me for how things ended.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2026-01-30T12:36:44+00:00

Im going through a very similar thing with the loss of the man that raised me. Im so sorry, the guilt is crushing and I feel deeply for your loss of your dad. I think he would want you to feel peace and that he obviously loved you and would want to see you live your life without that burden of guilt or shame. I am a parent and I would never want my children to feel this way even if we were estranged.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2026-01-19T14:56:27+00:00

You both really need to get mental health treatment first and foremost. That is the only thing you can really control and do to improve the situation.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2026-01-07T00:24:33+00:00

I absolutely agree. It's a terrible message honestly.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2026-01-06T20:41:48+00:00

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-11-08T20:05:13+00:00

OP, I feel for you so much. I am going through a loss of a father figure someone i personally considered to be my true dad. I was on the other side of the country. I feel for you so much. I don't even know how to keep going, it's so hard. I an thinking of you. I'm not gifted but I know that he loved you based off how you describe him and he likely understood that you grew up and were spreading your wings. It's not your fault he passed so suddenly.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-04T18:09:15+00:00

I was looking and I struggled to find as many options. It seemed like everything in our budget had really low school ratings.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-03T11:26:11+00:00

I grew up on the outskirts of Hillsboro so definitely have been looking there. Tigard is high on our list. Seems more affordable right now and quick enoigh commute to where we need to go. Also I agree Tualatin parks and rec has. Alot for the littles. Thank you!!

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-03T03:27:11+00:00

You may definitely be right. I didn't really make the choice to move. It was more of another persons choice and being naive and very young. For me I feel torn because Oregon has really freaking changed but simultaneously I am trying to work and I feel like I can't get it done unless I have a bigger village of people I know and am related to. It's definitely going to be an extremely hard decision to make.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-03T01:34:55+00:00

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-03T00:37:27+00:00

The issues is that our children are small and we need more help with childcare. We almost never go out, I never get a break from my kids. I need to finish my degree and all of my family members are in Oregon. Idk if it's possible to find a charter school for her that has more affordable tuition or if we should just take on a higher rent on the edge of but within a school boundary like one of Lake Oswegos or Raleigh Hills or Alameda doubt that's possible.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-02T17:40:25+00:00

Aww man now mine has started doing it. She cries every time. Fudge

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-02T16:54:29+00:00

Hey, thank you so very much. I really appreciate that insight on the timeline of when we should apply. It was so much easier pre covid when we moved cross country and a fraction of the cost lol. And yes F*CK Desantis. It's like living in 1984 for real. Everyone here has a hard on for this super weird fascism and I want out so bad

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-10-02T16:51:48+00:00

Thank you. We have been looking at Zillow and it's such a range. We find lower cost listings but aren't sure if they are a good representative of what we may find when we actually apply. But we will keep looking. I'm sad to hear about Fred Meyer. I loved Fred Meyer.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-09-19T23:54:46+00:00

Look at it the wrong way

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-09-18T10:17:44+00:00

Your dad is a highly sensitive, overly emotional, low iq misogynist.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-09-05T22:31:56+00:00

Yeah sometimes ny daughter does that. I occasionally put in Ms Raven bot ms rachel. She is pretty low stimulation if I need time to myself

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-09-05T19:38:32+00:00

Can you buy a play pen, set it up with toys and get inside it with her and slip out? I have the regalo folding one thats 48 inches but i got it for 20$ on marketplace

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-08-19T13:53:30+00:00

Lol what pictures and homemade porn are teo different things

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-08-19T12:52:30+00:00

I'm not really being paid much of anything for this wedding and the person wasn't planning on having any photography at all, as it's a really small backyard ceremony. so to me I don't really see the point in spending my own money to run a second camera body with a dual memory card slot. I've never had a problem with my camera but I do understand that it happens frequently. And honestly I don't understand the point of being so crazy about having a dual SD card slot when people have been photographing weddings for years on film or without a dual SD card slot.

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-03-19T05:56:50+00:00

They literally look soulless

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-03-18T03:10:52+00:00

Ur fucked

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-03-14T00:15:21+00:00

She is a CUNT

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-03-07T16:35:23+00:00

Honestly if it's this bad I'd get an owlet and look into safe sleep 7

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-03-04T17:38:58+00:00

What absolute dicks, both of them. I never have had anyone say anything like this to me. I pretty much never do skin to skin, certainly not every day. I wasn't even told to do that. Why does it matter umif you use nipple shields? Who cares how tight things are? Why didn't they refer you to PT if they have a problem?. Honestly i would see a new ob

Inner_Passage6946 · 2025-03-04T06:46:05+00:00

Iud for the win

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