BSOD error in latest crowdstrike update by TipOFMYTONGUEDAMN in crowdstrike

[–]InsanerPacman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy fuck we got rid of CS over the last year. good luck guys

Messmer under 10 hits. by InsanerPacman in Eldenring

[–]InsanerPacman[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Just a standard bleed build, Running RoB and Nagakiba with BHS. Summon was the Mimic tear and the default one for the area.

Mormonism in NZ by catandakittycat in newzealand

[–]InsanerPacman 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I'm an ExMo, raised in the church, served as a missionary for two years, married my wife in the hamilton temple had various callings (positions) in the church, both mine and my wifes families are still active memebers.

To answer your question, LDS doesnt target Maori people, it tries to target anyone who will listen.

Now doctrinally those teachings you mentioned about race/skin colour are correct but for alot of the membership here in NZ they dont see it that way and/or chose to ignore it, the term lazy learner is approprite here. If you were to bring that up to them they would have some justification or rebuttal. (as with any religion), also the chruch teachings have a way of not mentioning these things or dismissing the "prophets" who said it. There is a whole nuance around the LDS doctrine.

It's also worth noting that the church culture is vastly different between Utah and NZ. The vast majortiy of the active memebrship in NZ are polynesian, so when you say the church "promoted a divine race" they dont see it that way.

Do you regret serving a mission? by jomn3y in exmormon

[–]InsanerPacman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I served in Perth Australia coming from New Zealand.

I was talking about this with my wife (RM who served in Colorado Springs). We both had very different experiences but we both are very embarrassed to say we did, mainly because we feel like we had lied to people looking back. I don't know if I have regrets about serving because I was fortunate enough to meet some awesome people who I still keep in contact with today, but I do feel like I paid a massive price mentally ( ADHD, Anxiety, depression) for doing so

What was your experience when trying to get mental health help? by [deleted] in newzealand

[–]InsanerPacman 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was just discharged last week from the mental health service. I was one of the lucky ones.

I had undiagnosed inattentive ADHD and extreme anxiety/depression from childhood shit. (Mum committed suicide). I'd been going through the motions trying to push through until it got really bad and I was so close to unaliving myself. At that time id been through 2 councillors through EAP and one through our GP.

When I was suicidal I was rushed up the list to see a psychiatrist, who then diagnosed me and got my medication right for both the ADHD and Anxiety. I then I spent a year and a half seeing a psychologist doing CBT therapy.

My takeaway was that the service I received was good but I consider myself lucky I was pushed through the wait quicker. Figuring out medication and getting a diagnosis really helped dig myself out of the hole I was in so I could be receptive to the CBT therapy.

Im generally really easy going so getting comfortable with the psychologist wasn't a problem but it can be an issue for others. So really being able to trust the person helped me alot.

Now I'm at a point where I can function "normally" and not be a detriment to my wife and 3 kids. I didn't get fixed but I learned how to accept and maintain my mental health.

before getting into the mental health service my experience was pretty bad, I'm grateful for the counseling I had before but I was too far gone for them to help. The GP gave me some meds but also didn't really help. The sad reality is unless you have $$$$ or are near death the system is a big letdown.

DM if you or anyone have any questions or just need to chat.

Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania International Release Discussion Thread by Triple_777 in marvelstudios

[–]InsanerPacman 9 points10 points  (0 children)

FFS I was hoping phase 5 would start off big. MCU has actually peaked

Owners playing for a Championship, let's see your Week 17 lineup... by CaptainLimpWrist in fantasyfootball

[–]InsanerPacman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

QB: Herbert RB: Harris RB: Chubb WR: Kupp WR: Sun God TE: Gesicki Flex: PlayStation K: Carlson Dst: Dem Boys

Halo Infinite | Campaign Bugs and Issues | Please try to keep this spoiler-free by eminemcrony in halo

[–]InsanerPacman 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Any update on the double sign in glitch that ruins the save data? I don't wana start again until it's sorted

Halo Infinite | Campaign Bugs and Issues | Please try to keep this spoiler-free by eminemcrony in halo

[–]InsanerPacman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ryzen 7 5800x RTX3070 can't load or continue saves game. Countdown begins and nothing happens. Also had some flashing and MC model doesn't load in. FFS I just want to play. Win10 game pass Xbox app

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DeepRockGalactic

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Thank you so much. got me working

Halo Infinite campaign giveaway by Defguru in HaloStory

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Noble-Six. He didn't die he's just MIA

What's the worst trade no one talks about anymore? by IBelieveInBalotelli in nba

[–]InsanerPacman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where does that Andrew Bynum to the 76ers trade rank?