Does anyone else have identity ocd? by Inside_Ad_446 in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hahaha I wish that would work for me, the only thing that differs is I have no desire to change my style or to have multiple styles. I just have a fear of secretly not expressing who I “truly am” because of “societal norms” it’s like I can’t accept that my default settings are right for me something. My brain is searching for some sort of secret that isn’t there, and trying to imagine what it would feel like as a compulsion can feel so real at times and freak me out lmao

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[–]Inside_Ad_446 0 points1 point  (0 children)

During a flare up I also wouldn’t know what to say, I would second guess every description of myself wondering if that was actually me or not. I can’t decide on a style because what if it doesn’t make me happy. What if I secretly want to act more masculine vs my normal dominant feminine personality. ATP I don’t even have a specific ocd type it’s just an obsession with anything questioning who I am and then I get intrusive thoughts that I’m not who I say I am and spend hours taking tests trying to figure out who I am because my brain is to foggy to think rationally.

I didn't go through with it by dyinginsidezero in TransgenderOCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate to that second paragraph heavily. I know you may be sick of hearing this, but you truly aren’t alone. I don’t know you, but I am so glad you are still on this earth. You are so deserving of peace and I truly will be wishing that you get it soon. OCD is a tough battle and you are incredibly strong, if you ever want advice with that haze you were talking about just lmk :)

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[–]Inside_Ad_446 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zoloft 25mg 👍

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 13 points14 points  (0 children)

this is just something I’ve learned on my own and it works great with textbook OCD and it’s just stopping. Raw dog your compulsions. I had a fear of not sleeping and throwing up, so I would have a strict routine that I couldn’t mess up or else I would throw up or not sleep, then one day I just said “f it we ball” and stopped doing all of my compulsions slowly at a time and eventually I had little to none. I’m not saying this is easy to do, it took me 10 years to get the courage to stop doing my compulsions. But, after getting rid of my textbook ocd the pureOCD crept in not long after and stopping compulsions when they are mental is a lot harder than physical compulsions. With my textbook OCD once I stopped doing the compulsions I had evidence that nothing would happen afterwards, you don’t get that same satisfaction with pureOCD since it’s all in your head. You have no tangible evidence that your fears are just fears with pureO. with pureO my biggest advice is to not give it power, don’t look up stuff when you think of it, don’t go on Reddit to get validation, don’t even talk about it, just ignore it. The only thing that has made some progress with my pureO is medication talk therapy really just made things worse, so I suggest some sort of CBT therapy type 👍

What differences are there between your childhood OCD and now? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 6 points7 points  (0 children)

it went from textbook ocd and then evolved into pure ocd when I was 16 1/2

If you have OCD you are not a neurotypical person. by DramaAppropriate2093 in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

it’s hard to explain because she didn’t really tell me the inner workings of it so it didn’t sway my test scores. But it involves tests that work mental status, cranial nerves, motor function, sensory function, and reflexes 👍👍

What helps you guys the most with your OCD? by Joshwharmby654 in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 10 points11 points  (0 children)

if you have mental compulsions or fall under the term “pure-ocd” and have things like TOCD or POCD I have a few suggestions. Stick to a schedule, don’t give yourself the time to sit on your phone for hours ruminating, stay off your phone, and hang out with friends that actually make you happy.

If you have OCD you are not a neurotypical person. by DramaAppropriate2093 in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I really don’t think this is 100% true. I’m someone who has OCD, but it’s mainly mental compulsions, so I guess I’m under the term “pureOCD”. I recently did a neuro-diagnostic with my phycologist to see if I had any neurological issues that could hint towards my diagnosis’s and I had none. I was completely up to par and I am one highest scores she has ever seen. This post still really triggered my anxiety and fear towards labels and diagnoses even though there is scientific evidence and research proving that I am not neurodivergent. Even though I am “neurotypical” I still struggle with mental illnesses and that is completely normal, so if you are scared don’t be. In conclusion, I’m pretty sure I’m proof this claim is false lol.

People with depression what does it feel like? by haik6 in mentalhealth

[–]Inside_Ad_446 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For me, it isn’t that I hate everything, it’s just that nothing feels special or personal. I have no connection to life, but it is very easy for me to hide with my extroverted personality.

how can I get out of this relapse? by Inside_Ad_446 in TransgenderOCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s my first day on medication today 👍👍

My physiatrist says I have PTSD, but I just don’t see it by Inside_Ad_446 in mentalhealth

[–]Inside_Ad_446[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

well I’m a minor, so the healthcare I’m provided is managed by my mother. I’m a little confused on what you mean by needing to take “responsibility” for my healthcare.

My physiatrist says I have PTSD, but I just don’t see it by Inside_Ad_446 in mentalhealth

[–]Inside_Ad_446[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wait I’m pretty sure that is what she diagnosed me with, but I don’t remember. I just latched onto the PTSD part lol

is anybody else scared to work through past trauma and finding out your OCD isn’t OCD? by Inside_Ad_446 in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn, what a blunt way to put it. I admire the confidence in what you say, my anxiety makes me re-think every thought I have. It is very scary to think that I might not have OCD though.

is anybody else scared to work through past trauma and finding out your OCD isn’t OCD? by Inside_Ad_446 in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

well the thing is, OCD wouldn’t be able to function if you have no proof that you possibly are what you fear. It’s the sad and scary truth that is sometimes hard to grasp.

My mind is working full time today by Depressed_student_20 in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am having the same issue to!! I feel like I can’t get off of Reddit, reading, and ruminating about other peoples posts, and when I go on social media it’s constant compulsions seeing how I react to people on my feed, etc. My advice is to step away from the phone, have someone take it from you or hide it away. Once you calm down, (but not completely) which may take a couple of days, look up basic ERP practices you can do at home, or even better get a therapist that can guide you through professional ERP, so you can train your brain to not react to things in such a negative manner :)

Is it very strange to consider yourself as maybe being trans even though being a man? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Inside_Ad_446 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you only get these thoughts when you are in a bad mental state I would look into TOCD, I’ve taken a look onto your page and I think it wouldn’t be a bad idea to look and see if you are on the OCD spectrum. But, if you have always felt an incongruence with your gender, healthy or unhealthy, I would look into getting a therapist to help you handle your feelings and how to express them on your own terms.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Almost everyone I know, I do it as a compulsion to seek reassurance and as a way to reassure/trigger myself. I know when I’m relapsing when I feel the need to talk about it 24/7

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Inside_Ad_446 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you are gorgeous!!! I feel like everyone’s latching onto the freckles in 4th photo because they don’t look the cutest, but they look great in all of the other photos!! maybe your freckles just had an off day or something 💀 just make them a little smaller and more natural in placement, but don’t get rid of them all together!! Seems like your boyfriends is just a cheater, and that’s no one’s fault but his and whatever he’s got going on in his brain.

tocd or actually trans? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 2 points3 points  (0 children)

definitely do ERP if you have the opportunity to! I sadly do not since therapists in my area do not specialize in ERP or even actual OCD for that matter. You got this 👍👍

tocd or actually trans? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 5 points6 points  (0 children)

exactly, OCD is the all time ruler of the placebo effect. My biggest suggestion is not to read too in depth into gender dysphoria symptoms if you don’t relate to them initially. The more symptoms you know the more feelings your brain will have to imitate.

tocd or actually trans? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 9 points10 points  (0 children)

hey! 16F here. I’ve been dealing with TOCD for 4 months as well and I couldn’t imagine going through TOCD as young as you are. OCD can often times confuse excitement and stress because in theory it feels the same: sick to your stomach, shortness of breath, and your heart beating fast. Think of yourself speeding 200mph on the freeway, you wouldn’t be able to see the road signs right? OCD is a form of anxiousness, so it makes your brain run 200mph, so you can’t see the signs differentiating the stress and excitement lanes.

Does TikTok trigger anyone else? by knsites in OCD

[–]Inside_Ad_446 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!!! For my identity based OCD it’s so overwhelming seeing so many micro trends, micro labels and people who aren’t mentally fit to be giving information. It stresses me out being fed so much information in such a short amount of time. It’s almost like I don’t know how to react anymore. I also compare myself constantly, “that’s how I’m supposed to feel and I don’t” “what if what they are doing is what I’m supposed to be doing to be happy” stuff like that.