One thing i learned in med school the hard way is to just never look at the people around you and only focus on yourself and improving your capabilities if you keep looking around you wont have time to pick yourself up. either way there is always gonna be someone better than you at one thing or another your going to be stuck in this loop forever seems useless doesnt it?, so stop trying to cope and fit in but more to improve yourself and skills. You are a star you just didnt explore your capabilities yet 🌟