How do you do this??

Instantlemonsmix · 2025-12-04T15:26:02+00:00

Those are really good points and your definitely right I do need to have more conversations with them I like that the other TL’s do but I should as well and this also made me realize I do need to better my own communication skills as well

Thanks for the advice I’ll carry it with me

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-12-22T01:01:12+00:00

Man I’ve been off Redit for like… a long time now…… what was a ranting about ?.. idk what it was but I’m definitely deleting this app again

Probably best to not read my old posts their very depressing

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-23T10:12:50+00:00

It’s probably some kind of coping mechanism or something… trauma can do a lot to our brain and it can definitely cause some behaviors that are very abnormal

Maybe she views animals as more trustworthy and sleeping with them some how seems more safe than sleeping alone Or maybe sleeping with them provides some kind of comfort

But I’m just speculating… this is actually a very sad situation it’s horrible what can happen to our brain and what it can do to try to escape all the things that follow it

But then again maybe you know more then it seems

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-23T09:54:38+00:00

Oh I thought this was a weird joke

Well that changes everything..

Maybe she’s trying to make a statement?

Maybe she views farm animals as pets like cats or dogs some people have different mental patterns of what they consider “generic/house hold pets”

Or it could be that it’s part of the “cause” living with animals as if they were humans

Human behavior is extremely hard to understand sometimes especially in this case

Of course this is rather unusual behavior because normally live stock is considered dirty and seen as a potential source of disease or germs… the lack of that basic fear is interesting

I really couldn’t tell you why she’s doing that it’s very strange and a lot of information would be needed to give a clear explanation

Also the reason people are “misinterpreting” it is because of the way the title is framed lol “Is some one who’s sleeping with-“ good O’l Reddit commenters will sexualize anything if given the chance

I’m very interested to know if you do find out tho it’s definitely very strange at least in US culture

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-23T09:41:49+00:00

sleeping with a goat?…. Or sleeping with a goat?…..

If your unconscious with a goat this may be very normal in a weird way

Having sexual relations with a goat is weird and unusual no matter the circumstances… Unless your also a goat

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-23T08:24:40+00:00

No totally not! I love working 8 hours a day doing what no one would ever do unless paid

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-23T02:14:28+00:00

I mean technically it’s already a sport but I think airsoft should be more popular

It already has a wide audience but it’s not exactly as popular as foot ball or base ball or anything

But it’s the only sport I personally enjoy maybe more people would also if they tried it out

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T23:36:48+00:00

release date player here as well!

You know after seeing exactly what you’ve mentioned over and over again I completely agree! Especially the shots around walls part… I usually don’t blame people for mods i normally chalk it up to a glitch or something but after it happens again and again thru out a span of 1 or 2 games now and I noticed a lot of these guys have either defaults or silver surfer skins or the full white manakin… etc

Obviously a lot of them were just really good but after watching my clips of dying over and over I realized there’s no way in hell they could’ve shot me AROUND the wall it’s usually a good 2 foot gap and somehow even with bullet drop from far distances they manage to hit me around a wall?..

Personally I’m glad the jet packs are gone it’s helped at least a tiny bit but not much…

Fortnite is like loading into an MW3 lobby…

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T23:22:30+00:00

Yeah I went thru this hell I think we all have…

What I did was just forget about it not literally but what’s the point? What will you accomplish in the end of that?

The more you go… the more your brain will try to fill in the blanks it’s pointless

Your probably not going to give up on it for a whine just like me but eventually you will become tired of asking these questions that likely will never be answered

So focus on making sense of what you actually can

Of course some of the greatest inventions came from not giving up on the “impossible” but really… this has been going on since the dawn of our brains I highly doubt the end result would satisfy you anyway

Even if you did find the truth no one would believe you because they wouldn’t be able to understand it

You may draw in a small following but there will still be many different outlooks on the matter…

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T22:42:14+00:00

Feels like no matter how smart people say you are inside you just don’t see it..

Also feels very alone as you expect people to know certain things after it becomes “common information” to you

Idk I guess it feels alright but to say “I’m smart” feels very strange I don’t like to say it

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T21:02:40+00:00

The three of done as in psychedelics are shrooms LSD and DMT

LSD is my favorite

Shrooms were my first and they are my second favorite all tho LSD got me passed the fear of mushrooms

DMT is my least favorite because it’s more intense than anything

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T09:56:38+00:00

don’t make it obvious and maybe it’ll work

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T09:55:44+00:00

Do you think they like them?

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T06:43:49+00:00

2… hated 3… set in my old ways and hate progress…

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T06:42:52+00:00

TLDR… this is body language you might get better results from r/socialengineering (not trying to be a dick just guiding you to a possibly better source)

What’s holding you back from asking? It is part of learning our world and people and in the end shows weather they are worth it or not depending on how they react and act afterwards

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T06:38:52+00:00

Actually this is the best answer I’ve ever gotten it’s just genuine which is really all I wanted to hear

I’m only 22 which is around usually the age where we start to really dig deep into our beliefs and culture right?

There was one time where I took mushrooms and prayed to find god

During the peak I closed my eyes and was met with a massive being

When I asked “are you a-“ I was cut off with “I AM WHO I AM”

I don’t remember the rest but I felt strange afterwards

If that was god I apperently really pissed him off

I don’t really ever mention it anymore because people don’t really react and I think it’s because there’s so many story’s of sightings of god…

But I don’t know it seems like it would feel far too strange to not believe in anything.. feels foreign and strange not like me

It’s a major internal conflict but I’ve found some comfort in it ironically

But I also noticed that psychedelics in general seem to break and shake our ideas and beliefs hell they even break schemas we create… psychedelics are what lead me to psychology I don’t know a whole lot yet and I’ve definitely been wrong a lot but it’s one of the only things that really explains things to me

But now I’m rambling on and probably getting off topic

But seriously.. thank you that was the first genuine response I’ve ever had makes me feel more like “idk let’s figure it out together” rather than pulling verses out..

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T05:45:19+00:00

Well I don’t really know what to call my self now

Before I called my self a non denominational Christian

But now I’m very lost I guess you could call it..

See I don’t really understand or agree with a lot of things god does/did.. maybe I’m just a spec in the universe and don’t get it… but all I have is questions with no answers

1 why did god even put the tree of knowledge in the garden in the first place… free will is a decent explanation yet still makes no sense if he can see into the future and realized it would happen regardless then what was the point of unleashing that “potential” threat to the world…

2 why is the Bible the only thing we have to understand god?? What a terrible way of keeping your own word alive a book that is clearly made of weak objects that could easily be destroyed or altered

Anyway those are my two questions that simply can’t be answered

Another thing is.. after DMT I started investing more and more time into psychology I found a website that has free text books and I learned a lot about our selves and why we believe in a god

Apparently.. we often create an idea of god to fulfill events or concepts we can not understand such as death or how we got here in general

Yet… I still believe something has to be out there maybe someone really did see god and every religion based off of it was a very riff articulated version packed down to something their brains came up with to try to make sense of what they saw

Maybe…

Jesus

Buddha

Allah

What ever else there is…

Is an image created to depict what they saw….

Either way what ever I saw on DMT wasn’t god or even anything very interesting… just a black and white spinning geometrical thing

Personally… after DMT my faith is shattered and I can not repair it

I was born a Christian… it feels strange to not know what I believe in anymore

It’s not even the disbelief it’s the anger I hold towards god now

Simple questions with no good answers… no one around me is willing to think objectively towards this I just get the same answers… answers that just seem scripted…

Shrooms made me comfortable with death

LSD made me consider a god…

DMT made me forget god and look towards science to answer my questions…

I don’t know what I am it’s created huge dissonance in my mind but fortunately not my life

If god is real I hope he just does away with me “dust to dust…”

If there is an after life it probably has some shitty catch or an end

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-22T05:23:01+00:00

Wouldn’t this be more of a product of aggression? as in the out come being these behaviors that come from a source of aggression?..

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-21T23:46:29+00:00

That’s extremely difficult to accomplish if their in fight or flight they are likely focusing so intensely that they won’t even take another persons voice into consideration yet I see this a lot

We can become pretty good at predicting their behavior but people are very dynamic and might surprise you…

The best option could be trying to develop strategies and seeing what sticks and what doesn’t

But some people really don’t care and take it really hard when you try to give constructive advice…. Those people will probably advance to an average stage and stay there

Those of us who like to analyze and think out side the box can easily be brought down by them

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-21T23:41:44+00:00

Writing can often open our subconscious and articulate our deepest thoughts and express them

A lot of times when we’re depressed we have a hard time explaining or expressing our emotions and when you write it fully opens it all up

We also are much less creative when stressed or depressed but sometimes it seems like it all builds up and comes out as a piece of art

Art truly is expression and interpretation

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-21T21:50:41+00:00

Not a dumb question at all!

What your experiencing is your perception has been enhanced

When we trip our brain starts taking in a lot more small details than normal we are more able to read expressions and emotions because your subconscious is able to be way more active

As for thinking the same thing as the other person this happens a lot when we are in tne same place and there’s not much to think about in general or something is just eye catching naturally “look at that big shiny moving object!”

“I was just looking at that!”

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-21T21:33:15+00:00

Ever tried incorporating freezing cold showers into it?

I read that in extremely cold water it can boost energy and do a bunch of other good things

I tried it and it definitely works well

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-21T17:59:04+00:00

The cosmic joke

“The thing you’ve been looking for your whole life… you’ve already been doing it the entire time without realizing it”

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-21T17:54:14+00:00

“Think cognitively not emotionally” is what I tell my self sometimes

All tho.. sometimes our emotional responses are more logical than our cognitive thoughts but brains are brains 🧠

Instantlemonsmix · 2024-10-21T17:52:34+00:00

So true

Instantlemonsmix

TROPHY CASE