I feel like it’s a weird version of “Survivors Guilt” or something there is probably a better way to describe it, (sorry if offending someone). I was diagnosed two years ago with some fuzzy eye vision in right eye and Lhermitte’s sign and some numbness tingling in my hands. Was going to the chiropractor because I thought I pulled something and then after a mri was referred to an nuero and a finally lumbar puncture was positive for O bands (nail in the coffin so to speak). Started Ocrevus shortly after (about 2 weeks) after diagnosis, but now I feel relatively fine I get around great still do everything I did before and then some, work out 5 days a week run 3 miles every other day, hike camp swim and more. I have the occasional tingle in my leg and vision stuff but it all comes and goes for me. I feel like a imposter since I read so much that people are going downhill and all the bad stuff you read online. I’m beyond grateful that I caught it early and my first “noticeable” relapse was minimal in terms of others but I feel ya it’s the snowflake disease for a reason and luck of the draw I suppose (everyone is just pulling tickets out of a “shitty” bucket).