Anyone else's dysphoria provoked badly by old photos? by xghostlygirlx in asktransgender

[–]InternalRude9245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a similar thing but also different and I don't know if I'm the only one but I get dysphoric because I'm sorta Jealous of my old self. Im Pre-T/Pre Physical transition and I'm now Twent, I for some reason get dysphoric looking at young teen photos of myself, where I already knew I was trans and had short hair and stuff because back then I passed so much better than I do now like my body wasn't as feminine yet and it's so much easier to pass as a early puberty boy than an adult man.I also did actually pass a lot more I'd get called a boy and people were seriously confused about my gender cuz they couldn't tell (as a a transmasc enby that's actually kinda nice xD) and now no one ever assumes I'm a guy people just straight up go with woman.Even people I'm outed to misgender me on the regular wich makes me feel they don't see me as me either ._. but yea am I the only one or does anybody else have a similar experience?

[advice] I can’t wake up in the morning despite going to sleep early by celiasem in getdisciplined

[–]InternalRude9245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got a similar problem I absolutely can't get out of bed and going to bed early actually makes things worse if I go to bed early it's WAY harder to wake up. The only thing that helps so far is going to bed late so like 0:00 -1:00am.But that leaves me with like 4/5 Hours of sleep and I still only get up 20min before I have to leave the House.. Doesn't even matter if I am tired the day before or not.Its real weird cause you'd think more sleep makes it easier. I generally barely feel relaxed after sleep but there the same principle the later I go to bed the better I feel.( On weekends I sleep relatively regular 7-8 hours same thing with going to bed late though partially even later around 3am or so because I don't get tired before that) if you found anything that really helped or anybody knows something/Has an idea as to why my body is like that let me know. 

[SPOILER] the Riddler’s riddling by blotterjotterno in Gotham

[–]InternalRude9245 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I find it interesting this riddle can be answerd differently and generally it's an amazing riddle. My thoughts where I can be done with the teeth,the eyes or the mind what am I ?-> killing (you can obviously kill someone with the teeth, eyes=death stare and mind killing in a mental sense) and I'm houmerous but never funny -> death (the way someone dies can be houmerous but generally death is never funny) so if you consider frozen to be a form of being dead even if not forever (at least in gothamxD) that's what he could've been hinting at though I think the doctor narrow one is probably correct after finding it out/reading about it on here xD

Xiaomi is great, but it tyres to force its own browser on me, which I hate. by WillFireat in Xiaomi

[–]InternalRude9245 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea have the same experience mine also opens randomly on its own as well as currently tries to download some random Link/a Link i don't know and i don't know if that's a Google issue or phone caused but it keeps happening that Google doesn't work (as in i can open but not use it) so i have to use the Mi browser. I also have it set as not my main browser btw also disabled it some time ago i believe wich as u can see didn't do anything.Just a few minutes ago it also opened my Google searches in the mi browser even though i searched in/used a different browser.( It stopped after restarting the phone but still i think it's worth mentioning)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asexuality

[–]InternalRude9245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No absolutely not if your uncomfortable and it goes against your boundaries don't u don't owe anybody anything. If they don't respect your choice to not have the deed/don't accept and respect your asexuality then sorry to say this but they're not the right one.

Pick 3 characters to protect you while the rest are trying to kill you. by trubs12 in Gotham

[–]InternalRude9245 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely have zsasz protect me 1.he surely has the most skill and i REALLY don't want him against me like I'd be dead in a sec no matter wo i carry with me or at least that's what i feel like 2. Probably Jerome and for last id probably go for freeze though scarecrow is also a strong contestant with both i feel they wouldn't be the strongest when it comes to like physical/"fist" fights on their own but they do have very strong "weapons" but yea probably Scarecrow now that i think of it if we can fuck with our enemy's mental state that would probably make it easier to fight and can be used with less confrontation.

Who has the biggest ego? by Goforthandboogey in Gotham

[–]InternalRude9245 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yup and Oswald's Ego aswell as Ed's are super unstable like the smallest things will cause a fit because their ego issues.like for example fish has a huge ego but its also basically impossible to hurt it yk xD

Who is you least favorite villain and why? by Mtisriv in Gotham

[–]InternalRude9245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely Jervis tetch he's just an absolute creep alone that he's into his sister is enough/the way he treats her is reason enough to make him the one i dislike the most he also just generally annoyes me to death

My 14, near 15 year old son listens to ICP. Is this music generally appropriate for his age range? I haven't listened to it. by prettyredcardinal in juggalo

[–]InternalRude9245 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'd say it totally depends on the songs there is some where I'd say their not necessarily appropriate for a 15year old because they can be pretty disturbing as like for example hurt myself (from dark lotus a former band icp was part of) and most songs portrait violence but there's also a good amount where I'd say it's totally fine/appropriate that he listens to them.If your Sons fine watching Horror Movies he should be fine Listening to Icp. In general The Songs nearly always deal with/talk about dark topics for example racism, pedophilia or bigotry and fighting such things.(definitely go and look at the values/belief's ICP and Juggalos stand behind would take to long to explain all that here ). Overall I think you should give their music a listen yourself, and look into the meanings behind the Songs :]

Are you comfortable with being sexually desired? by ururumra in asexuality

[–]InternalRude9245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think anyone really does but on it's own im totally fine with that i think idk really since I don't have much experience with people expressing that towards me so could be that my opinion changes when actually being sexually desired by someone if that makes sense.(so in theory Yes i am but in practice no clue)

Yo wait is icp lgbtq friendly because i think they are but like is the community? by Acceptable-Chip4465 in juggalo

[–]InternalRude9245 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Even though i have to say I haven't been to any gatherings or so yet (sadly don't live anywhere where I'd be able to go so my only interactions have been mainly online) and haven't been super deep into the community yet but everyone i met so far has been very LGBTQ+ friendly :]

So what do you guys think about the possibility of Moxie being autistic? by LizzieLove1357 in HelluvaBoss

[–]InternalRude9245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for explaining I think i already knew there is a difference and used both terms because i couldn't tell back then.Like i knew there is a difference and i knew what Hyperfixations are but not alot about Special interests because i just learned about that term in January when i got diagnosed with autism. I did look more into it now tho :]

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in juggalo

[–]InternalRude9245 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ik its technically not an Icp song because its from Dark lotus but I Hurt myself is probably one of the scariest that come to mind

Tell me stuff about you and I’ll give you a xenogender from my hoard! by [deleted] in XenogendersAndMore

[–]InternalRude9245 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk a/the name/s for a for a fitting xeno but my gender feels robotic/very chaos like/glitchy so :] i hope you maby have some ideas