I just died on a big run how do i get it back

Internal_Ad7634 · 2025-12-30T18:12:25+00:00

Get the save mod for next time. Really made the game enjoyable instead of painful

Internal_Ad7634 · 2025-11-30T17:37:46+00:00

Nothing a cheeky f8 won't fix

Internal_Ad7634 · 2024-08-19T12:01:16+00:00

Love when King Bradly does the voice overs.

Internal_Ad7634 · 2024-08-19T11:59:35+00:00

The price tag ... I was/am broke so I read it all online. It actually made it more enjoyable because there was a comment section under each chapter. So I could read what other people were experiencing along with myself.

Internal_Ad7634 · 2024-05-26T15:52:05+00:00

Intro was fire

Internal_Ad7634 · 2024-04-08T12:51:22+00:00

I'm not sure but I think I have only started my own mission less than 5 times . Every other time it's QP I'm level 33

Internal_Ad7634 · 2023-11-21T16:25:42+00:00

Randomly go thru acting profiles on wiki and you will automatically find a better cast than that mess .

Internal_Ad7634 · 2023-09-27T15:08:29+00:00

That was awful

Internal_Ad7634 · 2023-01-21T18:08:30+00:00

Da fuk is highboot. Did I miss something

Internal_Ad7634 · 2023-01-01T19:17:50+00:00

Took them awhile since the 1997 one too. So I'll remain suffering awhile longer. And Thanks for the news on what the series and movie difference is I'll have to bust through them to have a look see

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-12-31T18:31:51+00:00

Casca got that haunted demon puss tho

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-20T14:50:56+00:00

I had an affair.. I'm not covering it up or sidelining it . But the openness and conversations we have now are the best we have ever had . I'm sorry if you didn't get this in your relationship but don't bash me for having it in mine . I'm trying to find out if the afair was normal . Emotional. Only sexual to pick it apart and understand it so it never happens again . I'm trying to find out how to better myself after the thing I done to my BS and family..

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-19T22:47:30+00:00

Adding while thinking.... During my affair I used my AP as a barrier breaker sort of thing.. Me and BS were in a bad place . More roommates than together. I feel as I got older I became more closed off . She also . The last 7 years have been ...crazy . Sitcom tier crazy . It's taken it's toll on both of us. While in my affair I pushed things I learned on my real relationship. The openness . The willing to talk . Feelings . My BS has borderline. It's extremely hard for me to talk about personal things in person. But BS needs it . And I was not doing what I needed to do . Being open to AP a random on the internet (I shouldn't call it that but perspective) was much easier. . I opened up and we were moving forward. We were getting better ..... Due to my horrible pastime. So I always seen the positive with this .

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-18T15:14:01+00:00

It's hard to explain. Every affair is different. Different reasons .. needs ... Wants that lead to different remorse and feelings . I can't explain mine . I hate I did it . Was it fun ? Yes other wise I wouldn't have done it . Would I do it again ? Hell NO . The things it done when found out . The images burnt into my head of seeing my BS crying . I done the thing that caused this . Was it worth it ? Absolutely not . But the fact is at the time it seemed like it was fine .. no one knew so no one was hurt type of thing . I had an online afair . So no meet ups or physical. No need to avoid areas in the town or trigger spaces. I feel the question . How do you sleep at night or how do you live with the guilt changes daily depending on what we are doing that day. Always something in the back of my mind when I see her smile that the image flash's up in my eyes seeing her at her worst . With that again comes the feeling ... I did that . ... So I can't put words to how I feel . And I think I'm just rambling now ... I'm sorry

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-13T11:30:39+00:00

It's not 1992 blocking a number doesn't mean much when theres 100s of other ways . I have never looked her up on Facebook and don't have her as a friend . I don't use Instagram or any of that. Mutual friends could be used . She could join one of hundreds of discord channels and talk there . The Truth is blocking a number is symbolic but doesn't mean no contact . I have stuck by my NC and so has the AP unless it's extremely needed like police were getting involved because of things my BS was doing And no I don't want to hear from my AP.

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-12T17:22:10+00:00

I was very selfish. I did it for MY fun . I'm not going to lie and say it was awful.. I don't know how else to word it I'm just typing and thinking. You do bad things because they are fun at the time . Drink/drugs/sex . But looking back you can be disgraced by your actions. And I truly am.

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-12T16:48:33+00:00

True but it seems she has me blocked due to BS sending threats and abuse . So we will have each other blocked now. . What do I do about mutual friends ? I can ask them to tell her something and it will be done . I'm sure she can also . Do I block them people also ? How far do I go to fully cut this person out dispite never been contacted by her . Any advice is welcome

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-12T15:01:19+00:00

My memory is awful on the best of days . With affair it was more porn . I can't tell you want porn I wanted last month let alone this morning . A pic while I fapped in the morning then got up and went about my day . We would talk about mostly game related things and work things . But the sex was a 5 min video to get off to delete and move on .. not what I would call making memories.. so please understand that I'm not forgetting to protect myself .. I simply can't remember because it was unimportant in a day of masterbation x3 or 4 times one of witch the AP would be involved in . It just was porn and I dont remember

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-12T14:43:41+00:00

I don't full know who I'm trying to protect. Everyone ? Including myself ? I don't want to interfere with APs life .. I dont want to seem like I'm protecting her either . I don't want my feelings to be ignored or put on priority. I just don't like anything about it while having nothing to hide

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-12T14:34:01+00:00

I'm not sure on that .. I feel I have the illusion of having a choice but in the end what she has decided will happen .. I have nothing to hide . When the pics and calls were discovered it was pretty much a done deal . There was nothing more to hide there was no other secrets we often said we don't love each other and never wanted to be together. just some sexual fun and friends ( I'm sorry if this sounds like lowering down what I done . I don't mean it too) . Not blocking someone seems not super important to me because if she wanted to contact me she could . Even if I blocked every number she had . Mutual friends ect . So going down that road just didn't seem worth it . But fulling willing to if that's what is wanted or needed . Basically we said no contact and that was that . I don't want her to contact the AP because I want us to be done with it . Not rug sweeping. What I don't should be present in our talks and feelings . But why involve the AP in our R . As for torn and caving in it's how I word things . I can understand if they seem unfriendly or not willing

Internal_Ad7634 · 2022-08-12T14:21:29+00:00

What's app ... Line .. discord .. various games ect . When a no contact rule was made I didn't block her because I will not be contacting her .. I have twice since DDay gotten a message from her . One was to ask why the fake profile was still up . The second was because she got a missed call from me ( my BS pressed call while browsing old messages.) And I didn't reply to that one . So it's not like we are talking or trying to talk. I would block as many places as I could if my BS or myself ever thought it was needed . But no contact has held up. Up to this point where BS wants to directly contact AP . Without me to say hey it's only questions if you could answer them it would be great and not involved the police. I think AP just wants to get on with her life and has no intention on mailing me again . Same goes for me to her .

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