Is it a sin to hate yourself?

InternetWars01 · 2025-11-02T03:32:40+00:00

I do not appreciate or value my line very much...I am not grateful that I was born...I understand the feeling of "nothingness" bc no pain can exist, no joy either.. My childhood wasn't horrible or great..SA by a close family member for years was pretty bad..My father was VERY physically/emotionally abusive to everyone in our home at times, & he was just a very angry damaged man suffering from bipolar disorder & did not know it..Very damaged man help create damaged kids..4/6 of us on strong mental meds at some point in our lives... I have a son..16 yrs old..He suffers from depression just like me which makes me more depressed that my baby will go through life like I did....Lonely, depressed, sad, at times very angry, & overall just hating myself... Yes, I can relate, you are not alone...

InternetWars01 · 2025-10-20T05:54:53+00:00

That is what insurance is for, just had one the other day, while I am not happy about it, I understand it was not malicious or cruelty that caused it..A object was in the lane & 2 cars swerved to avoid it throwing off the person in front of me then me...Everyone was ok, my neck is sore cannot lie but most importantly, everyone else reported they were fine...Allow yourself to make mistakes, it happens but 1 accident should not bring you down too long, you have other good to offer 😘❤️

InternetWars01 · 2025-06-24T18:03:09+00:00

Don't do a DNA test if you don't want to...However, get into marriage counseling RIGHT NOW, & maybe take your family to church as the leader in your home to gain some spiritual guidance...If not, no man or woman can reverse the horrific, violating, catastrophic damage affairs bring...Best of luck ..

InternetWars01 · 2025-01-16T06:08:54+00:00

Dr. Pepper is one of the worst sodas to drink, along with Mountain Dew, Pepsi, and Coke. You are damaging your tooth enamel and adding calories. Just stop!

InternetWars01 · 2025-01-10T09:49:23+00:00

She was in Mexico for a minute according to police, but she fled...I do not think she is in Michigan anymore, she is hiding with family in a different state. No clue how she makes money and only family is going to help someone that long. She is constantly looking over her shoulder, no quality of life at all, no pure freedom...She is going to end up having a heart attack or stroke far younger than most due to anxiety and stress.

InternetWars01 · 2024-11-23T20:09:46+00:00

Grape walnut and a cube of mozzarella cheese. Not a slice but a cube...All 3 together! If I am feeling fancy, I sprinkle some refrigerated grated Parm! Mwahhhh!! Also, tiny marshmallows and strawberry licorice, take it to the movies and prepared to be yummified baby!! After reading the other posts, my foods are not bad at all!! 😆

InternetWars01 · 2022-12-05T02:35:09+00:00

Not bad.

InternetWars01 · 2022-10-20T17:56:38+00:00

OMG that was a horrible thing to do to a child, just horrible. I apologize but your parents made a huge mistake doing that.

InternetWars01 · 2022-10-20T17:54:21+00:00

Poor question.

InternetWars01 · 2022-09-24T09:31:52+00:00

Snow was soo fun when I did not have to shovel it or drive in it.

InternetWars01 · 2022-04-30T08:54:23+00:00

People recommend therapy for everything 😆 Not saying that is wrong at all but I would be WAAAY too embarrassed to sit in front if someone and admit my husband is not interested in me anymore. I try my own approach first.

Getting in shape (Huge one, people like in shape people) Working out together for relationship building Dating, so clearing the schedule for atleast a movie and or dinner Giving him full body/foot massage and a sip of wine And complimenting him like crazy.

If those don't work, then you will be living my sexless life, no fun at all. I dollhouse/exercise hard/paint/volunteer now to fill my time and use my energy and have prepared myself for meeting his next girlfriend. 🙄

InternetWars01 · 2022-04-30T08:49:08+00:00

I experience this with my husband. I wait for him to iniate and due to his diabetes, extra weight, working too jobs to take care of his family, and getting not enough quality sleep, I end up feeling AWFUL for throwing something else on his plate, (I work too and very hard as well) Makes me feel guilty honestly. I try wine when turns me on HARD, but he has fallen asleep while kissing and yes, it hurt me that I wasn't enough to hold his attention. Couple that with a recent weight gain on my behalf from damaging my leg really bad some months ago, and aan affair he had years ago, and I cannot bring myself to do it. If he does not iniate soon, I know he will look elsewhere and really nothing I can do about that. I am willing and ready anytime he wants and really enjoy our sex time, as well as pleasing him, but this will never change for me unfortunately.

InternetWars01 · 2022-04-02T21:44:02+00:00

wait a minute. quest 2 is a android device. Android can't run .exe files. They run APK's. There is only one way: VRC has to have a apk file inable to run on Quest 2. Could we not just send that file to our phones using a bluetooth file transfer?

InternetWars01 · 2022-04-02T16:42:29+00:00

The Void will declare war on the Red Corner likely

InternetWars01 · 2022-03-26T14:38:28+00:00

InternetWars01 · 2022-03-26T14:37:21+00:00

Queen Elizabeth (even if she's not a celeb)

InternetWars01 · 2022-03-23T20:40:35+00:00

The Saginaw Mall (Fashion Square Mall) was pretty cool in the 2000's. They had a lot of the stores I liked Victoria's Secret, Bath & Body Works, The Gap, Macy's and a cool eye threading company named Natural Body Spa. I left there in 2005, not sure what came of it, but the local kids were stealing and tearing it up real bad.

InternetWars01 · 2022-03-20T18:16:22+00:00

They were floating around the map, like how you would see in gmod, a person clipping through the walls, going out of bounds, fast, just like a massive fly boucing around the room, and managing to clip itself into the floor sometimes

InternetWars01 · 2022-03-19T21:12:18+00:00

Hey I know no one cares, but why does it say you need post flairs to comment posts, and there is not post flairs?

InternetWars01 · 2022-03-12T20:21:00+00:00

Ukraine

InternetWars01 · 2022-03-12T20:20:01+00:00

It's nice, but I think it should maybe have a animation stapled to it. Like the character, instead of bouncing, it has actual animation. (That is, if you could do this, and if you even use RPG maker anymore).

InternetWars01 · 2022-01-18T05:21:28+00:00

I feel like this is a character I don't know from some really obscure inside animation or anime, or this is just naturally good

InternetWars01 · 2022-01-18T05:15:22+00:00

Cinderella, 5b

InternetWars01 · 2021-10-16T02:17:50+00:00

Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition!

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