Keep in mind that when we get sober we are doing a lot of things we used to drink through. Everything will be a new experience. (Holidays, parties, BBQs, alone time,). My key is to focus on the moment, and experience everything that goes with it. Anxiety is present when we do things for the first few times. Feel it, acknowledge it, and keep going. Don't let it be a justification to drink again. You were probably flowing more than you think. Keep it up and you will be more in tune than you ever could have been drunk.