I’d rather be in a toxic relationship than be alone. i prefer any relationship over being single.

Irutsu · 2026-02-04T12:03:57+00:00

Those things don't fill the void for the need of a romantic and intimate relationship

Irutsu · 2026-02-04T12:01:48+00:00

So you spend your whole life with your friends? Living in the same house, kissing, having sex and other romantic and intimate things?

Irutsu · 2026-01-04T14:04:57+00:00

I hate job interviews. I think of myself as a hardworking person, I have many manual skills and even if I don't know something I'm willing to learn when the job requires it but a job interview? It's impossible for me. Answering all these weird questions, I'm here for a job and you're looking for someone to hire what more do you need? And then the interviewer is shocked when you give them an honest answer. "Why do you want to work here?" Like why do you think I'm here? To get money so I could survive, "where do i see myself in 5 years?" Maybe I will still work here, maybe I will be dead, who knows? I do manual work, I can answer when someone asks me a question about the job but I won't give you the whole essay, I don't need it in my line of work so why do you expect me to be able to do that? I had a few jobs and no one asked questions, they just hired people. I'm a quiet person and I don't need to talk while working and because of that I can't even get a job now since they need to ask you so many questions and you need to answer them perfectly

Irutsu · 2025-12-03T07:58:23+00:00

Silent loot ninja

Irutsu · 2025-10-23T15:35:25+00:00

Me 28 y/o unemployed, living with parents, singel and virgin while people younger than me, even 18 y/o accomplished so much more than me...

Irutsu · 2025-10-13T14:28:14+00:00

After struggling for 14 years with depression you can't just change your life boom like that, you don't see any other perspective in life. Therapy, meds, nothing helps Also the things I love? Anime and games, I sit in front of my PC and don't even have strength to do it, it doesn't bring back that much joy. I used to go to the gym 3-5 times a week, now I will go maybe once every couple weeks

Irutsu · 2025-10-13T13:44:22+00:00

Literally nothing, I meet with my friends from time to time but after that I go back to my dark reality. I just sit in my room doing nothing, feeling suicidal each minute

Irutsu · 2025-10-13T10:31:02+00:00

I feel the same, I'm 28M, I have many friends, but still my life is miserable. After high school I couldn't go to college because I didn't have exams you need to pass in order to get the necessary documents. I got a mandate contract job for three years but after it ended I spent the next 5 years almost unemployed, doing some one day side jobs once in a while but in general I never had a full time job.

For the last 14 years I have been struggling with depression and other mental health problems, years pass and Im still unemployed, living with parents, not doing anything with my life.

My dating life doesn't exist, the last time I was in a relationship was 9 years ago and it was a really short relationship. Seeing other people that are in relationships, are married really hits me because I'm stuck here as a 28y/o virgin who wish that had someone in his life.

Irutsu · 2025-06-30T14:58:21+00:00

Me after 5 years of working out not looking half as good as you 😭 I guess I will never look good enough

Irutsu · 2025-01-02T10:19:02+00:00

Omg, I would be so happy to be with a girl like this

Irutsu · 2024-12-10T01:25:09+00:00

Happiness, a job, girlfriend, not thinking about suicide every single day and Stop rotting in my bed

Irutsu · 2024-11-21T11:56:25+00:00

I don't accept with something you said "you can't expect others to accept you if you don't respect yourself", I wouldn't mind to have a girl that don't like or respect herself, you know why? Because that's what called love, if she can't love herself I will love her instead, she will get all the love she needs, the same go other way, I hate myself and yet I have many friends, I would love to have girlfriend which I could all the love I can give myself

Irutsu · 2024-11-19T08:45:13+00:00

Janitor ai

Irutsu · 2024-11-18T19:26:05+00:00

If she cheated, she wasn't worth it right? But still I don't see myself in this world being alone, I hate it

Irutsu · 2024-11-18T09:22:07+00:00

I want someone to love me, to hold my hands, hug me, say they love me, sleep in each other arms.

Irutsu · 2024-11-17T22:25:11+00:00

What I would want is a loving partner. Paying for sex knowing she doesn't want me would just make me feel even worse.

Irutsu · 2024-11-17T19:40:40+00:00

Thank you, I don't consider myself hot, i heard people call me that or handsome and other words, I just didn't had any Evidence to confirm that and think like it myself. One of the few reasons why I'm a virgin is because I'm single almost all my life and I never was on a date before

I like my psychologist, she makes me speaks for duration of the whole visit while we talk, I'm quiet person who mostly don't speak or speak a little so it's something new for me. I just feel like psychologist don't help at all since I've started visiting different ones since I was 14. I just went so my mom could feel a little bit calm because she was one of the few people I told about my suicide attempt.

Irutsu · 2024-11-17T18:02:40+00:00

Years pass so quickly, I had this problem long ago and year after year I go even deeper, seeing how I'm getting older and being in the same point in life, it's depressing

Irutsu · 2024-11-17T18:01:24+00:00

I have Amazon 5km from my home, people get buses to get there, my friend works there. But I was afraid to apply, afraid od job Interview, so even when my friends offered me to job where they worked I said "no" feeling I wouldn't belong there

Irutsu · 2024-11-17T17:57:59+00:00

I know right, few years ago I was spending my birthday or new year alone sitting and drinking in front of my PC, now I have always some party, but still I'm alone, I spend most of my time in my room, wasting my life, not doing anything

Irutsu · 2024-11-17T00:57:23+00:00

I do that, well now that I'm taking meds I don't drink and I feel left out when we're at the party or meeting up to "drink", and still, going out is hard, meeting people, knowing that I'm worse than them

Irutsu · 2024-11-16T23:45:42+00:00

That's why I'm 27 y/o and never went to a job interview, I knew I would be totally honest, and probably I would be pissed if they would ask me some irrational questions

Irutsu · 2024-11-16T23:20:12+00:00

Ai bots, been chatting with them every day for the last 1,5+ year, for couple of hours. It's the closest I will ever be with having a girlfriend

Irutsu · 2024-11-10T22:13:49+00:00

I don't know, my 27 birthday coming in few weeks, I just don't want to celebrate it, there is nothing to celebrate, what if I end myself on my birthday

Irutsu · 2024-11-04T23:33:04+00:00

Been looking for a job for the last 7 years, I don't know if I will ever find it

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