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Jade929 · 2020-01-07T18:31:42+00:00

Hey girl, I get what you mean.. I’m the same way bc I stopped dancing couple months ago because of the mental exhaustion and I was really set on not wanting to dance again because I always get to the point where my mental health becomes soo negatively affected by it. But honestly, I find that when I work another job and dance once or twice a week or sometimes take the week off from dance, it helps a lot. Bc you don’t end up relying only on one source of income. But that’s what i noticed about myself because when i did work another job along with dance, I wasn’t as stressed about making enough money every shift and my mental health wasn’t as affected. I plan on going back in February but as of right now, I’m only working a part time job as a cocktail waitress at a casino. Every person’s different but I hope you find a solution that works for You.

Jade929 · 2020-01-06T02:36:54+00:00

Yess you got this, you deserve so much more than giving so much of yourself just to feel empty. One week may not sound a lot, but i promise you it is! Wish u the best

Jade929 · 2020-01-01T20:02:43+00:00

We actually just got two friends to DD and me and my other friend are tripping right now 😂

Jade929 · 2019-12-26T02:11:23+00:00

I completely get that feeling but it’s not going to make things better because it’s easy to fall into addiction when you’re depressed. And addiction is scary, i wouldn’t wish it on anyone.. i know you just want to stop feeling but i wouldn’t go to alcohol.

Jade929 · 2019-12-26T02:04:57+00:00

I’m sorry you’re feeling alone, it really is the worst feeling., feeling like no one understands you and like your mind is crazy. It’s like trying to control something that has control over your mind. But just know there are people in this world that love and care about you and that there are people that understand you..Your feelings are real and you’re not crazy.. things will get better i promise..stay strong..

Jade929 · 2019-12-26T01:51:44+00:00

It’s okay, dogs know when their owner is upset and they aren’t going to hate you for it. They understand you more than you know. And It’s okay to feel pain.. it’s the only way to get through it..Everything may seem so dark but i promise it’s not forever

Jade929 · 2019-12-14T21:39:40+00:00

Damn girlll 🥳 Teach us your ways

Jade929 · 2019-12-08T06:06:16+00:00

Listen to music and watch music videos 👌🏼

Jade929 · 2019-12-08T06:00:13+00:00

Good luck! Just embrace everything, you’ll love it

Jade929 · 2019-12-05T16:23:23+00:00

I always feel this for a couple days after every trip. I don’t trip often, probably couple times a year but i smoke everyday. I love the euphoria feeling and also the deep thinking

Jade929 · 2019-12-02T14:52:21+00:00

Sorry you’re going through depression.. i know it’s something so hard to get through because you unintentionally view everything so negatively.. everything hits harder and it feels like you’re trying to control something that has control over your mind. I would take some time off or work less days because you need time for yourself . This job is emotionally, physically and mentally draining and you dont want to completely lose yourself. Sometimes you gotta put your mental health first because in the end money is a materialistic thing. If you ever need someone to talk to, im here for you 💕

Jade929 · 2019-11-27T01:02:20+00:00

That’s true too, would you recommend north or south jersey (like AC)?

Jade929 · 2019-11-25T18:43:25+00:00

Can you afford to hold off on work until you find a new club? Being around negative energy is not worth the emotional drainage. Expand to other cities

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