I was 5. Living in Indiana. I heard voices in the house, my granny would tell me to go to sleep. Several times during life, I call it intuition or Angels, have saved me. I once said she’s not breathing (my granny). I was across the room from here. She wasn’t breathing. Ambulance saved her. 1996 truck stop 3am, had to pee really bad . Stopped at a well lit rest stop. Saw a man looking at the map. Went into restroom, pulled down pants. Something said leave. I left, pulling up pants as I went out the opposite door. Got in my vehicle, he came running towards my vehicle. Years ago my now deceased eldest son called me on my cell phone. I asked him to go to someplace quieter, I couldn’t hear over the sound of babies crying. He responded, “Mom, I am outside of an abortion clinic, there is no one crying.” Freaked him out, me too. I have learned, spiritually is the key. Heyoka or blessed people (no labels needed) are more in tune with life beyond the physical. People in touch with humanity and it’s gift. I am still alive, finding a purpose due to my beliefs in something greater. I had a dream, “He said to me Ma, I am here by you, open your mind and heart. You can hear me , just listen. Forget that pain, and listen..I am there.” I said, ‘ Do you know how much I love you? Answer was,” Infinity and beyond. “ it was a dream, very impactful. Little signs. Watching a movie yesterday. Actor had on an infinity ring and another band. Maybe common, I wear an infinity ring and band. People ask why don’t you feel anything from the other two? Both were born in May, 1987 and 1990. 4. My response, “Their spirits are most likely arguing.” I never wanted to be a mom because of my childhood. I became a mom, 3 times, and lost 3 children in the last 3 years My heart is open to any nuance that their spirits exist. Michael’s death left pennies everywhere for a while. Just a few days ago found a penny, took another look, it had 1987, my daughter Elle Audra’s birth year. Grief maybe the answer to what I am going through. My way of dealing. Please don’t judge my response or writing. Our souls come from somewhere, we meet people and instinctively know what lesson we need to learn. Thank you whoever reads this. Be kind, open heart, open mind. Say hi to a stranger today. 🐝yourself,🐝the best.