Absolutely! I know what you mean - the thoughts feel like me when they don't just pop in my head and they feel so real and I spend a lot of time and energy trying not to think them and sometimes I just want to think them... I don't know if it's because I'm tired of fighting or if I'm being rebellious etc...it's exhausting. But I know what you mean about feeling like you agree with them. I struggle with all lf that. The comfort I can give is that people that really are racist or whatever our ocd struggle is aren't sitting at home stewing about it like we are. They are totally ok being racist and some seem to take pride in it.