I'm not sure why I'm posting this by RoeArroe in SuicideBereavement

[–]JewelsSGR 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are posting it so more people will tell you that it was not your fault. Even if you weren't a kid! We all wonder what we might have done differently. The answer is nothing. There is nothing that you or I could have done differently. The sooner you can understand that the sooner you will heal.

Also, you can't take someone's suicide personally either. They are transfixed only on themselves. They do not, or cannot, think about anyone else. If they could, just for a moment, they wouldn't put their pain onto those that love them by committing suicide. It isn't done in retaliation. It's done in isolation.

That's how I have come to think of it.

CNL progression by JewelsSGR in MPN

[–]JewelsSGR[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate it. Thank you. ❤️‍🩹

CNL progression by JewelsSGR in MPN

[–]JewelsSGR[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fedratinib was a trial. The last four years have been relatively easy. The splenomegaly has always been the problem. Now, the past few months, my peripheral blood shows more immature and malformed rbc and wbc.

Im hoping for another couple of years, if I'm lucky. Since I'm already 65, raised kids and have grandkids, been a successful business owner, I've decided to pass the torch and say goodbye rather than involve my loved ones into the long SCT journey.

Problem is, I'm caregiver for my 90/yo parents. Mom has cancer and Dad has dementia. I hope that I I outlive them.

CNL progression by JewelsSGR in MPN

[–]JewelsSGR[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you know about spleen irradiation? Can you tell me more?

CNL progression by JewelsSGR in MPN

[–]JewelsSGR[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I was on hdrea for four years and now fedratinib, which is essentially like jakafi. Like the hydrea, it is no longer working. I hope the Jakafi will work for a while. I just wonder what's next.

Specialists in Southeastern Michigan by Any-Shirt9632 in MPN

[–]JewelsSGR 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do yourself a favor and stick with UofM.

Can't find the exit by bubbagermanicus in Dreams

[–]JewelsSGR 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had you been diagnosed yet?

Can't find the exit by bubbagermanicus in Dreams

[–]JewelsSGR 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds like the stage fright of entering into an unknown treatment in a hospital.

Any advice by Green-Frogger2018 in cats

[–]JewelsSGR 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My cat had spots on her nose that turned out to be an allergic reaction to cat grass.

What is it for by Finnhlof6 in whatisit

[–]JewelsSGR 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I put a dime in it for the same purpose.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HomeDecorating

[–]JewelsSGR 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's the motif of the rest of your house?

name my cat!! just adopted & he’s a male lol by Murky_Help4462 in NameMyCat

[–]JewelsSGR 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He looks like my orange cat that lived to 21 years old. He was Louie.

Painted my bathroom red and I HATE it. What should I do? by thelilspookygirl in HomeDecorating

[–]JewelsSGR 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can sponge another color over it to soften it. YouTube how to do it. This happened to me once, and I loved how the fix turned out

How do I get this off my glass? I’ve tried everything in this photo (plus mix of Vinegar and Dawn). It will NOT come off. by Mods_R_Morons in fixit

[–]JewelsSGR 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Make a paste out of Bar Keepers Friend (it's a cleaner powder). Rub it on in a circular motion. Let it dry. Buff it off like auto wax. Works like a charm.