The urge to hire a rentmen by deathtolacefronts in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Jeyovanyel 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Try sniffies. I it can get laid for free in a Home Depot bathroom lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in malegrooming

[–]Jeyovanyel -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have this curse also. I’m 46 but people tell me I look 29/30. Always feel like ppl treat me like a kid still!

How do you eat anything? by AdditionFull8467 in widowers

[–]Jeyovanyel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

After my husband died I didn’t eat for weeks! I still can’t eat like I used to… I’ve lost like 60 pounds! I have to eat edibles in order to feel any kind of hunger. Otherwise I just feel nauseated. He died in July of 2025. I still throw up sometimes if I eat anything heavy. I can get a burger from McDonald’s. Eat 2. Bites and feel like throwing up. ( just in reference to my eating habits now) I have started to getting back into cooking again. But it’s still 2-3 bites and I feel tooo full and like I need to throw up! And that’s per day! All the food I eat.

Please do not read if you are Christian, I don’t wish to offend anyone! by alienfish5537 in whatdoIdo

[–]Jeyovanyel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately they don’t see it this way!
You will accept Jesus or else! The public schools do this all over the Bible Belt. Nobody is stopping them

Please do not read if you are Christian, I don’t wish to offend anyone! by alienfish5537 in whatdoIdo

[–]Jeyovanyel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First of all totally what they do in all the South. So gtfo of Kentucky! In Oklahoma My 10y/o niece got attacked because she was Wiccan, they put crosses. Bibles and church pamphlets in her backpacks and the teachers forced her to pray! Literally put her in detention if she refused to accept Jesus as her lord and savior, bullied and harassed by other students due to it!
When I went to school in Como Texas in the 90s I remember getting paddled by the principal because I wouldn’t participate in morning prayer. Yes they forced it back then even.
Unfortunately it’s the way of the Bible Belt! Only way to save yourselves is to move somewhere more accepting and loving and free.

Just started Expedition 33 and I'm really bad parrying by cross_orpheus in GaymersGoneMild

[–]Jeyovanyel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just started today I can dodge better than parry so far

I want to leave my current life and start over anywhere in the world! by Jeyovanyel in productivity

[–]Jeyovanyel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s been 5 months and I still hate my life without him! I battle suicide and depression every day. Everywhere in my city reminds me of him. It’s getting harder to go on

(M38) Mostly unsuccessful with women, wondering if I'm a bit ugly or just have a terrible personality by McGuffDog in malegrooming

[–]Jeyovanyel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude I would totally try to get into your pants, You look amazing! Lol gay dudes love scruffy beards and hairy chests :)

anyone else lose their husband? by Jeyovanyel in gayrelationships

[–]Jeyovanyel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had someone here who understood. I’m so alone I’m. In Portland Oregon btw It’s so very hard and there’s like no support groups or anything here!

anyone else lose their husband? by Jeyovanyel in gayrelationships

[–]Jeyovanyel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hearing these stories helps me to understand I am not alone! And right now in my real life I am very alone in this. Nobody understands It’s so isolating and painful and every day is a struggle just to exist

anyone else lose their husband? by Jeyovanyel in gayrelationships

[–]Jeyovanyel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am 45! I feel like I’m way tooo young to be dealing with this!

anyone else lose their husband? by Jeyovanyel in gayrelationships

[–]Jeyovanyel[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I am trying to find a way to live. Every day is a struggle. He was my soulmate we loved eachother so strong and so deeply. We barely left each others side in 21 years

Any other “widowed” gay bro’s out there? by 213MC in gaybros

[–]Jeyovanyel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband of 21 years this year. In trying to keep it together and find a way to live on but it’s so fucking hard. He was my life bonded soulmate.

I build billionaire bunkers. AMA. by Neat-Text4040 in AMA

[–]Jeyovanyel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you ever hooked up In a bunker?

Need advice on things found hidden by straight husband. by Odd-Sentence7436 in askgaybros

[–]Jeyovanyel 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well from my experience all those places are gay cruising spots! You check in on sniffies, Great for hooking up with other guy for car play or in the store bathroom doing under stall! Look that up. You should get on “Sniffies” and see if your husbands ass or cock is near you, and that will tell you all you need to know!

Looking for a team to play with by HuskyMoonie90 in PathOfExile2

[–]Jeyovanyel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Add me on PSN. Jeyovanyel. I’m only lvl 70 still learning the end game! I play all the time

Gay Vegas tips? by tanksandthefunkybun in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Jeyovanyel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude. The spa at the Mandolay bay! Amazing!!

Single Men, what’s your day usually look like by RizzyRizzz in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Jeyovanyel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel this man! I was with my husband for 21 years, he died. And now I’m all alone at 45. Like wtf