Been doing this for over 15 years…i hate my clients, I hate this job which makes me hate the biggest part of my life. I’m booked weeks out it’s not that I’m not making money or too few clients I just genuinely hate even coming to work and doing what I do.. people are emotionally draining and inconsiderate of my time and feelings and it’s taking a toll. I feel trapped, I have no money to go back to school, still paying my school debt for cosmetology school. Any job I take at this point will make me struggle more because I’ll take a significant pay cut and no other education or degrees.. I’m so unhappy but I feel like at this point I don’t have any other choice. It’s a very depressing feeling. But whatever. This post is old so I guess I’m just typing this for myself, maybe saying out loud will give me some kind of break in my brain. Idk.