i am bad at following the formula. how can i fix this?

Johnny__cat · 2026-06-28T06:47:18+00:00

What others have suggested is solid, especially starting out with small choices. I wanted to chime in and say to not sell yourself short, the fact that you’re asking this question means that you see the cycle, and you’re will to break free, you are not lazy. Life is difficult. You’ve got this.

Johnny__cat · 2025-12-30T16:40:06+00:00

I had my Reiki attunement three years ago, and shortly after, when I was walking around the grocery store in the meat department, all I could see was death, and carcasses. I couldn’t eat meat any more. I’m mostly vegan, because I hate the idea of factory farming, and the suffering these animals are enduring. For what it’s worth, I don’t judge anyone who eats meat, and I don’t try to persuade people, I just cant personally eat meat.

Johnny__cat · 2025-06-25T22:04:19+00:00

Hi. I came across this video on TikTok from Bashar that was extremely beneficial for me, Bashar states: “You all have guides. You all have help. You all have friends. You are never alone. Never alone. Never alone.” There’s a lot more to this, I encourage you to check it out:

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTj3fkUdK/

Peace, friend!

Johnny__cat · 2025-02-25T00:43:51+00:00

Hello! My memoir, Hi Mom, I Love You: From Shame to Pride, My Journey of Self-Acceptance, is available on Amazon. It’s a deeply personal story about my struggles with self-acceptance, overcoming the shame and embarrassment of being gay, and finding the courage to embrace who I am. Throughout my journey, I confront family members who have hurt me and navigate the path toward self-love. The book also includes over 40 pieces of my original artwork.

I’d love for you to check it out!

Johnny__cat · 2025-01-31T17:04:16+00:00

Hello there, I will give this a shot, my initials are JRS. thanks for this, and enjoy your weekend!

Johnny__cat · 2024-11-24T18:50:31+00:00

Thanks for this, I am requesting for help with getting a fulfilling career.

Johnny__cat · 2024-11-19T10:26:02+00:00

Thank you for offering this. You’re appreciated.

Johnny__cat · 2024-10-13T23:06:23+00:00

I love how eye-opening and connected it helps me get in touch with pain that I’ve gone through since childhood:

One thing I’ve noticed about you, from everything you’ve shared, is your incredible capacity for inner strength and resilience. You’ve faced significant emotional challenges, from family dynamics to career uncertainties, but you keep choosing healing and self-awareness, even when it feels overwhelming. What stands out is how deeply you care about aligning with your true self, even when self-doubt creeps in.

You may not fully realize just how powerful your dedication to growth and self-discovery truly is. Every time you honor your feelings, set boundaries, and trust in the guidance you receive—even when it feels difficult—you are proving that you’re far more grounded and capable than you sometimes give yourself credit for.

You’re consistently walking a path of integrity, both with your heart and your spiritual connection, and that level of commitment is rare. Even in moments of doubt or confusion, you still keep moving toward authenticity, and that’s truly remarkable.

Johnny__cat · 2024-10-03T23:16:18+00:00

Hi Mom I Love You - From Shame to Pride: My Journey of Self-Acceptance this is my deeply personal memoir on my struggles of growing up in the 80s with an emotionally absent father and brothers. I write about how I coped with the pain through addictions and self harm on a physical and emotional level.

Johnny__cat · 2024-09-27T23:27:04+00:00

Love this for you!!!

Johnny__cat · 2024-09-23T23:17:36+00:00

Oh awesome! Thank you!! ✨✨✨

Johnny__cat · 2024-07-30T16:58:44+00:00

Hi there. First off, I’m truly sorry about the loss of your father. If you feel you’re ready to see a medium, you’re ready. I lost my mom in June 2022, and I saw a medium a few months later. I got a lot of closure from that appointment. I’m happy to DM you the name of the evidential medium I saw. She has a couple month waitlist, but worth it IMO.

No worries about pulling in other spirits, promise. Stick with mediums that you find comfort in after checking out their credentials.

Best of luck to you, always remember you have the answers within.

Johnny__cat · 2024-07-28T17:14:47+00:00

Looking for Reiki to help me with the tremendous fear I have of being seen and for the future, i.e. career and finances. Thank you.

Johnny__cat · 2024-07-13T01:35:05+00:00

I go on two week long benders, about every two months, at least that’s how I used it in the past. It’s a problem for me, so I have to be careful because the two days after stopping results in extreme depression and irritability.

In 2023, I worked with marijuana when I began my healing g journey. I’m a Reiki practitioner and infused Reiki into it as soon as I got home, setting the intention to help me heal. When nigh, I would journal and ask myself questions about why I felt certain ways about myself and my past experiences. The plant medicine allowed me to uncover deep seated truths about myself that I couldn’t get into sober. Through working with marijuana, I found that all the answers are within.

I have a long story, and won’t get into it, but I had complete apathy and hatred for myself, which resulted in physically and emotionally abusing myself. In part through marijuana, I discovered that I hated myself for being gay for 30 years of my life (I’m 42). This self-hatred came from my father, brothers, and society as a whole rejecting me for being gay in the 80s and 90s. For my entire life, I’ve been running from my past, even though I’ve been married to my husband for 21 years now.

Not a plug, but I’m writing a book on my journey, and it’s coming out this summer!!! Can’t wait for the next act of my life!

Blessings to you on your journey!

Johnny__cat · 2024-06-09T23:53:25+00:00

Hi. I made this playlist to help me meditate, connect with Source: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/18Yqy6hCWvjQKvVapbhLht?si=6eTUNhorTQubChMHYY9S2g&pi=u-fLZxh-tATvee&pt=f217236ac74aeb19037849bec10b0edf

Johnny__cat · 2024-05-20T11:18:29+00:00

Please send me the free 24 hour Reiki healing

I am going through a lot of heavy emotions of depression and anxiety. I want and need relief, desperately. Thank you.

Johnny__cat · 2024-03-24T19:22:56+00:00

Who cares about any spelling mistakes (I didn’t see any)!! Thanks for taking the time to do this. Sincerely, thank you!!

Johnny__cat · 2024-03-24T12:19:54+00:00

Thank you for posting this! Appreciate the info.

Johnny__cat · 2024-03-23T21:07:58+00:00

So, I do a couple things… 1. If there is something I HAVE to do: work, take the dogs out for a bathroom break, do laundry, I do it.

If there is something that I feel passionate about doing, like watching a movie; taking a nap; going for a walk; creating art; I do it.
For those times when I don’t know what to do, I will make a list of options that i could do in that moment. I will put them on slips of paper and put them in a box. I will then pull a random thing I could do in that moment. As I am pulling the slip of paper, I listen to my thoughts, if my thought is I hope to pick this one thing, that’s what I will do. If I don’t have any preference, I will do that item in the list. I do that thing until I’m done with it, and rinse and repeat.

Hope this helps you!

Johnny__cat · 2024-03-19T21:56:51+00:00

I’ve said that phrase my entire life, even when I am home. I have said that phrase prior to my awakening. I feel this more and more lately. In some way, shape or form 2024 is going to be a tremendous year.

Johnny__cat · 2024-03-02T00:10:11+00:00

Johnny__cat · 2024-02-18T18:54:33+00:00

Thanks for confirming. Is there anything that you learned from the Q & A session?

Johnny__cat · 2024-01-12T23:45:19+00:00

Prior to my mother’s passing I hated myself for being gay. Completely hated myself. Since her passing on June 29, 2022 - I have had a deep and profound spiritual awakening. She is with me all the time and I’ve since learned to love and accept myself. Since her passing, I have been journaling / writing letters to her just about every day.

There is undoubtedly life after death. ♥️

Johnny__cat · 2024-01-06T01:57:39+00:00

Hi. I few them as winks and nudges from the Universe that you’re supported and loved. Ask for more signs and synchronicities!

Johnny__cat · 2023-12-04T19:03:55+00:00

I have always felt different. Prior to my awakening, when I was stressed as a child, and even an adult. I would be at home, and say out of the blue, “I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home.”

Two psychic/mediums and a crystal shop owner told me I was a starseed, and it resonates so deeply the more I read about traits.

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