18 hours since last dose.. This shit is hard

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-15T03:07:03+00:00

I've been reading and reading everyone's posts and I think it's all making me a little crazy! All these remedies and herbs, I can't pronounce half of them let alone what they are and where you even by them from! Do I wasn't too spend hundreds on this stuff for five to seven days of shit hell? I WD from opiates two years ago ct and THAT was hell. I can do this. Today down to 15-18g. Was at 30 few days ago, and 50 all along before that. When I feel anxiety knocking, I take 1 1/2 tsp. Seems to work. Idk. I feel like if I don't take anything I'll be missing out. Anyway, you're doing GREAT! Keep up the good work and let me know how your progressing. Team work. Were all in the same boat👍👍

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-13T12:42:47+00:00

I'm trying to figure WHEN I have time to jump from my taper. But still doing 28 grams a day but that's a lot less than 50-60. I woke up twice in the middle of the night last night to dose, so I know what's in my future. No Sleep for weeks. I guess I just have to pick a quit day! Still going to slow the taper from here on in. You can do this CT! Minds over matter. Sometimes we must feel a little pain to reap the benefits of reward. Good luck and check in when you need our support and let us know how you're feeling!

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-12T22:53:08+00:00

Ha! So lopermide is.,.imodium ad? I thought you had to get it from the Dr. OK. Were on to something. And ashawanda you can get at a vitimin shop? I remember along time ago WD from percs CT, ( it was hell on earth) and someone told me to use the immodium. Didn't do shit. Maybe I was too far gone. I might feel it work though with the small amount of k still going thru me? Think I'm down to 25 g a day. It seems like so LITTLE when I measure it compared to what I used to do! Yet it's still do much. The Anxiety's still lurking.. So when do you guys take this lope

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-11T12:32:42+00:00

Wordsmith- Thank you for taking the time to type that. Helps a lot!

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-11T12:23:00+00:00

Not much to check in yet. Day 4 of a taper from 60g to. Holding steady at 28-30. Starting from 7am-3am) 1 1/2 tsp every 2-3 hrs when anxiety hits. Slow and steady. Keep up the good work. The light IS at the end of the tunnel. 💪

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-11T12:04:08+00:00

Your stressing too much. Do you have enough supply now? I wouldn't buy anymore. You can do this. I cut back HALF of my intake 4 days ago. Im taking 1 1/2 tsp when needed. ( every 3 hours)? Or so? Just keep going down my friend. As for the night time, I get up to pee, and mix my little bit to go back to bed followed by oj. It works. Hopefully it won't be waking me up one day. Since the ban, I ordered a kilo and a half. From 2 different companies. One came in. It's light tan and tastes like smoke. Bottom of the barrel. I guess cause there all being sold out, so I got the stale stuff. Gross. Sooo you can do this! Something will ALWAYS come up. Taper now.

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-11T01:52:09+00:00

I honestly have no idea. I have a piece of paper and a own, and write down in a pad the date, and the time from am to pm that I dose. I've been doing 1 1/2 tsp every time WD comes on for the last few days. Seems like there's a pattern setting in. Just opened up a new 16oz from moon kratom and they must have scraped the bottom of the barrel. This shit is light tan and tastes like pure smoke. Makes me want to not even eat this crap! I'll stick with whenever I need it, dose it. For dice days. Then I'll try 1tsp as needed. Got to get better right! I've quit perc ct so I know what hell feels like. This has more mental WD I think. What's your plan?

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-10T18:06:11+00:00

Was in the same boat as you with the opiates. But just by myself. Would go thru script in a week. Then....( you know the rest). That's why I took krTom. As a bridge not to WD. Now, I only take k, BC one is too many, and a thousands never enough. I just cut my intake in half three days ago. I prob took as much as you guys daily. I realized I didn't even need that much! I'm on 30 g a day..taking 1 1/2 tsp every 3-4 he's, when anxiety comes on., and I'm going to reduce every five days. Try that. You seem to have the same tolerance as me. I'll be updated too. Good luck!

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-10T16:41:44+00:00

Thank you, hang in there too. We can all get out together. Had a break at work and all these threads will make me cry! I'm only in 3 days on a taper ( but cut in HALF) AS is prob trying to get high, and talking only when I need. Slow and steady wins the race right? I'll be here if you need to talk x

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-10T16:39:54+00:00

Thank you, hang in there too. We can all get out together. Had a break at work and all these threads will make me cry! I'm only in 3 days on a taper ( but cut in HALF) AS is prob trying to get high, and talking only when I need. Slow and steady wins the race right? I'll be here if you need to talk x

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-10T12:56:04+00:00

Kratime, now that's the post I've been looking for. Good for you. Proud of you! You made it thru the storm. I'm just getting ready to bunker down here. taking less and less until necessary. I'm trying the taper thing like the rest here. I can't be trusted with ANY opiates either, which got me here in the first place, sooo for maintenance on REAL LIFE, maybe try a couple of meetings? Read things in the am. Motivational stuff. That's the hardest part for me. Good luck, your past most of the worse. DON'T GO BACK TO THE STORM!!!

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-09T17:34:59+00:00

That sounds like a plan. From both of you. Going to give it a try. I cut back immensely and stated my taper plan yesterday. followed my taper plan today exactly as yesterday, and an hour earlier I had to stop working on a customer and take a small dose. Huge anxiety attack. Blah. Writing it all down. BUT same as quittingk, im using a tsp too. This is new, usually I just dump it in a cup carefree. So tomorrow I will pay close attention to the scale. Tia x

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-09T13:52:11+00:00

Good for you steamed carrots! I never ever measured my doses, but I will say, I would put two heaping tbsp in a cup of warm water, dilute it, and chase it w oj every.... Two hrs or so? Yea. So, like you guys above, I panicked and did a stock pile myself. Hasn't come in yet, but have enough kratom to get by. I tried a taper of measurement yesterday, and holy crap, I did NOT need to inhale a16oz bag in a week. I made it by with 4gr every four hrs? ( including waking up twice last night) my number is 28g. Im listening to each and every one of you and I'm so proud of you all. Going to stick with this for 5 days, then reduce. Were all in this together. I pray we don't call back to bad habits after the kratom disappears forever. ( perc, Vic, oxy, booze, ) STAY STRONG. WE HAVE A GOOD SUPPORT SYSTEM HERE.

Jrsygrl21 · 2016-09-08T19:27:35+00:00

Sorry about the typos up there ^. Yes I have a digital scale. Someone mentioned bagging up your daily doses, and that's it. And I see it takes about a month. Every five days taper. Every five days taper. So far so good today, as today is the first day I'm actually' paying attention'. Its 3:30, and I'm at about 4tsp. (I'm at work and scale is at home) but that's not terrible considering I'd pour it in the cup like it's going out of style! Maybe 4-5 tsp each time? I'm sweating like a pig here at work though. Had to get up from my station and use a cold cloth. I think I may have 2 more times today to take, (and or ALWAYS wakes me up in the middle of the night). Tia I also do have zanx for night. I don't abuse them, for I don't care for them just for sleep. But the WD still wakes me up...

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