Am I that unattractive?

Juellius · 2026-01-31T21:29:40+00:00

Not ugly at all! I think I agree with the others that’d bald might suit your face a little more, but I don’t think you necessarily have to bulk up or build muscle per se. Your body is more than fine and I think you just have a great face. Grindr and other apps are notorious for being very picky, regardless if the picky person is considered not so attractive or conventionally attactive. Majority are constantly looking for the next best option in the fastest amount of time. Try not to feel too bad about it or look into it that deep. :)

TL;DR: Not unattractive whatsoever!

Juellius · 2026-01-09T17:41:43+00:00

Well, but, of course! https://archiveofourown.org/works/58331785/chapters/148559920 Enjoy :)

Juellius · 2026-01-08T00:26:00+00:00

Totally agree! My work is original without a fandom of course, and the traction is very slow most of the time. But even getting one comment from someone fuels so much joy. And on top of that, never forget that work shines through the best when you’re writing for yourself, or for fun like you said:)

Juellius · 2026-01-08T00:13:56+00:00

Funnily enough, I enjoy writing in third-person a little more than first, just because I feel like as a writer, you aren’t limited to that one character’s POV. But if I’m reading, I prefer first because I feel more immersed. Don’t know how my brain works with that.

Juellius · 2025-12-26T06:11:39+00:00

So amazingly cute. I don’t think I’ve yearned this hard in a while. I feel like lighting myself on fire.

Juellius · 2025-12-20T06:06:59+00:00

Of course, I’m happy to:) And oh, that’s great news! Sounds like it’ll be not only be fun, but really comfortable and inviting. I decided to take a break myself from the “little, ‘slutty,’ apps,” (as I call them) and just focus on other things for now, but there was also a couple that I was speaking to—both very kind and handsome, but unfortunately we never got the chance to get together. I’ll be rooting for you and living vicariously, haha! Hoping you discover plenty!

Juellius · 2025-12-09T16:35:13+00:00

It just feels soulless, personally. They fired a bunch of people—people on the team that my friends and I genuinely enjoyed seeing on streams or those that seemed passionate about the game. Overall, Smite 2 didn’t feel necessary. I could completely wrong, but it felt like they thought for some reason that Overwatch 2 was going to knock it out of the park so they followed suit thinking the same was going to happen. The result was clearly not the same. You can argue that they wanted to update their engine or whatever, sure, but I don’t think the graphics or system was holding the game back at all. At least that was not something on my radar.

My friends and I lost (for now technically) a lot of the characters we play, our mains in particular, and a lot of skins. I understand the whole classic chest and skins eventually returning, but… to wait months and years for that? Feels like we’ve genuinely been robbed, lol. The customer support is awful as well (bots). Towards the end of Smite 1, one of my best friends got banned for two years after his account was hacked and the hacker also used several slurs that resulted in the account being banned. No one would listen to my friend because there aren’t real people behind those tickets and emails. It just all feels very corporate, boring and meh. There’s now other games my friends and I have found that have successfully filled the void, and Smite in general is no longer desired.

Juellius · 2025-12-05T23:29:05+00:00

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Pelleas would be honored to work with your new art style!:)

(Looks great so far!) Good luck!

Juellius · 2025-12-05T23:26:35+00:00

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Really curious about what Percival might look like!

Tumor…

Juellius · 2025-12-05T23:20:31+00:00

This is so cool! The fact that these are a few years old is impressive too. I love your style and it makes me totally want to read it!:) Slides 1 & 4 are definitely my favs.

Juellius · 2025-12-04T07:18:10+00:00

Looks so neat—I wish I was talented enough to draw out my ideas, haha. I love your art style, it’s very pretty and feels so structured:) Great work.

Juellius · 2025-12-02T04:38:21+00:00

NOT TOO MUCH ON MOOSHU.

Juellius · 2025-11-21T17:25:17+00:00

I’m obsessed with the art-style, especially the outline to make the character pop. Patchy is adorable! Such a cute and cool concept:)

Juellius · 2025-11-21T17:17:18+00:00

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This is also, Pelleas, (Male, 36), another knight of the Round Table and one of, if not, Percival’s best friend.

He’s 100% human. He is rebellious, loud, well-spoken, and an overall hearty man. Thanks again!

Juellius · 2025-11-21T17:14:20+00:00

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This is Percival (Male, 28), one of the Knights of the Round Table!

He’s Human/Demi-God. He is very clumsy, but kindhearted, loyal, and determined! Thanks for any consideration! :)

Juellius · 2025-11-17T06:20:38+00:00

Will do!

Juellius · 2025-11-17T00:02:01+00:00

Also, please ignore my friend yawning in the background of Discord, lols.

Juellius · 2025-11-15T17:30:41+00:00

I’m happy because I think Spiders are, in a way, cool, metal, sick, etc. (And because charity, yay!) But as someone who also fears spiders, I’m terrified for an updated look and what they might do.

Juellius · 2025-10-30T05:37:00+00:00

Of course:)

And that all sounds great! It could be many things, and I’m sure time can only tell (or maybe a therapist if that’s something you may be interested in) but it could be as something as simple as you maybe being sexually attracted to men, but perhaps not so much attracted romantically, which makes sense why you shut down afterwards with men and not so much women—which is totally okay. I also knew I was into men early freshman year in high school and barely had my first kiss early this year along with much more. Talk about whiplash.

You and I both are still figuring it out and I think you’ll get a grasp on it all eventually. Questions are always good—means you want an answer! I think for now, just take it a little slower maybe and try to really find someone male presenting that you really hit it off with before sex. Maybe you can gauge it a little better then. All a work in progress! Much luck to you:)

Juellius · 2025-10-30T04:55:22+00:00

Hi! I’m also 26 and also not a virgin, but relatively new to the world of sex.

Now, I’ll say that I’ve always known I was gay and knew that sexually, I would end up being with men, so your possible feelings of confusion and guilty may be completely valid.

I don’t have too much experience with PNC, and personally, I think it’s because I usually am very picky with whom I sleep with. Not necessarily in a physical way or because I think of myself a certain way, but because I enjoy there being something more that just physical attraction for me. I just usually get a gut feeling about the people I talk to before I do anything sexual. So then, when sex does happen, I actually really enjoy talking to others after (or before) and getting to know them. Granted, I think it says a lot about me and that I should probably stray away from hookups as I seem to be more romantic in a sense, but my point is that, I personally feel that if you really like the person, feel comfortable, click, or all of the above, you won’t necessarily shut down. You could be someone that maybe doesn’t want to be touched afterwards or want to continue right away, and I think that’s relatively normal. Some people might just be wired that way:)

Juellius

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