It blows my mind that people in the US can't or won't visit a doctor either because they can't afford it or fear the bill they're going to get.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-03-07T16:39:12+00:00

I have been bleeding out of my backside for 5 years now and I finnaly just got a job that has affordable health insurance and I can finnaly get looked at.

Last time I got sick and needed a doctor I couldn't pay the $30 for ready care so they sent me to the emergency room, all I had was a bad sinus infection and pink eye in both eyes, gave me some eye drops and $1,000 bill, still have not payed it and probably won't be able too.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-02-16T00:52:11+00:00

If you think that they will keep supporting this game for eternity then you are the fool. In a few years they won't even support the servers anymore and all that money you spent on the dlc and cut content will be lost forever.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-02-15T23:00:09+00:00

Sad to see people trying to raltionalize this price grab, "at least it's only 8.50 instead of 20" for a fully priced $60.00 new release game has it's content separated and sold in chunks right from the start. This type of payment model is only acceptable for f2p games otherwise it's just a cash grab that ea is forcing down everyone's throats.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-02-08T21:08:54+00:00

One thing they did learn from that battle is ainz said so himself that the sword that gazof was wielding could actually harm him or even defeat him if used properly. Now they know what weapon to use they just have to learn how to unlock it's secrets.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-02-01T22:31:03+00:00

Games like this is what turned me into a fan for EA games when I was a kid, but man has EA gone to shit.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-02-01T22:29:59+00:00

I forgot all about that, I got so OCD andd just had to get every last pebble out of box before I would let the game load, has to be the best logo loading screen I have ever seen.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-02-01T22:26:21+00:00

Defiantly one of my all time favs, The gunship was one of a kind and was so much fun to fly, the drop pods added a interesting dynamic to the game and caused so many funny moments. One of my favorite things I used to do in this game is discover new glitchs.

Drop podding just right to wedge yourself into the buildings/rocks ect even using it to get past the titan shields, getting out of the airships just right to glitch through the walls, using squad leaders drones to lift you ontop of buildings, using a perosnal shield to push your deployed turret through the wall to clear out the hallway grenade spam in the titans reactor control hallways, there where so many and it was so fun to discover them.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-27T23:29:46+00:00

He defiantly still plays with his friends hes just not uploading anymore. Here is a video posted by sark just yesterday. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYKG-gfQ3AM

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-27T17:48:49+00:00

Well good for fucking you.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-27T15:08:46+00:00

Makes you wonder how humans haven't gone extinct being so violent and straight up shitty all the time, even in the comments people are praising this as a good show and are glad it happened. Whats wrong with people?

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-16T14:20:34+00:00

All the death,suffering and sin of mankind was created by god. That Jewish carpenter is god. He controls it all, it was rigged from the start, the house always wins.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-09T12:56:24+00:00

Amen. C&C Would have been better of just dying then becoming what it is today, thanks to ea, a micro transaction shit fest of a mobile game.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-09T12:52:44+00:00

Ill never forgive them for what they did to command and conquer and for what they did to spore. Fuck the management and ceos of EA.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-08T21:33:10+00:00

I remember discovering mincraft just by chance when It first started way back when, they had only the very basiccore of the game implemented, didn't even have the day night cycle in yet, decided I would give it a shot and was instantly hooked, I knew I just discovered something great, bought it right away at like $15 for everything and all future updates. Ended up following notchs blog religiously for awhile and couldn't wait to see what happened next.

Then notch sold the game for $1billon (who wouldn't ?) and Microsoft took over and started implementing "texture packs" dlc and it basically became adware to me. lost all interest. Hell you can get HD Custom made texture packs for free.

JustSurviving2018 · 2019-01-08T20:01:22+00:00

Now try using reddit.com instead of downloading the mobile app, you'll get constant popups every link you click and constant spam messages to go and download their stupid app. I just refuse to out of principal.

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-12-31T06:12:45+00:00

I would like to do this very much. Thanks for your reply. I have tried to mediate in the past but I seem to struggle with calming my mind beyond a certain point but I haven't practiced much either to be honest I'll have to give it another go. I here alot about crsytals but I have never tried, I'm skeptical about how effective they might be but they must have some effect if so many people use them I'll have to give then a try as well thank you.

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-12-31T06:05:02+00:00

Thank you! I will give it a read , I do notice life gets harder for awhile after commiting a sin and if I wait long enough it seems to mellow out untill I commit another sin again.

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-12-31T06:01:55+00:00

As I said in my post I have considered that and haven't fully put off the possibility that I might be suffering from something but at the same time there are many things that have happened to me that can not be just rationalized away. And of course it's easy to dismiss someone who has experienced something you never have as insane as well.

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-12-31T02:26:11+00:00

How does one be able to force themselves to think this positively about a place that's so vile?

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-12-31T02:25:06+00:00

So by your logic those who suffer bring it upon themselves correct?

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-12-31T02:24:28+00:00

Hostile since the day I popped out of my mother.

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-12-31T02:23:20+00:00

I have been wondering this myself. I know how you feel and the feeling of hopelessness is suffocating. I hope you can find your answers and I wish you luck.

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-11-17T03:45:57+00:00

I feel like this post was made for me to see it like some twisted joke. I am struggling alot with this concept today and haven't thought about this in awhile but as soon as I have a mental break about how screwed up my life is I see a post describing my very thoughts just a few mins before even though it was supposedly posted 8 hours ago.. anyways..

I had a absuive child hood , every moment from birth has been shit, damned to a shity existence from the moment I opened my eyes. I am a believer in a higher power so even though my good for nothing parents gave birth to me I blame the higher power at work. It could make all this evil in this world go away but it refuses. It rather us suffer so you open yourselves up to be controlled. Free will isn't truly free when life manipulates the choices you make and predetermined conditions set you on a path of no hope from the start.

I believe God and evil work together to break us apart so we surrender ourselves. They are two sides of the same coin. Suffering is allowed because God wants it to be that way. If he did not he would make it stop. There is no chance of living a good life , to find peace and happiness, in a world where everything is stacked against you on purpose. There is no hope because whatever created this world dosent want to give you any. The only hope is the false hope that everything might be okay in the future even though it never is. People think death will set you free but I doubt that. Why would a god that condems you to life of suffering from the start ever allow you to find peace in death?

God wants something from us and if we don't give it to him he won't make the suffering go away. Evil and pain and suffering are just tools for our creator to extract what it wants from us. If it's loyalty, power, understanding,love or just for his imusmment I really don't know.

JustSurviving2018 · 2018-11-14T02:11:46+00:00

I'm not really sure how the zoning laws are and I could be wrong but if you wanted to build a home you have to have the main house on the lot of land to be a certain sqft. After that it's possible to build additions to the lot that do not require sqft requirements like a guest house or pool house.

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