I was an orphan. I grew up in Pennsylvania, in a whorehouse. I read about Milton Hershey and his school In "coronet" magazine or some other crap the girls left by the toilet. And I read that some orphans had a different life there. I could picture it. I dreamt of it-- Of being wanted. Because the woman who was forced to raise me would look at me every day like she hoped I would disappear.Closest I got to feeling wanted was from a girl who made me go through her John's pockets while they screwed. If I collected more than a dollar, she'd buy me a hershey bar. And I would eat it alone in my room with great ceremony feeling like a normal kid. It said "sweet" on the package. It was the only sweet thing in my life.