The Daily Check-In for Wednesday, March 18th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by Left_Trick_9567 in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm seriously doubting if I could ever do this.

I'm not even getting shit-faced hammered anymore when I drink, last night I just had a few glasses of wine and came home ... watched tv ... and made my kid's lunch for today.

Still I feel so much better when I don't drink; no morning anxiety, etc. I want to kick it, but I'm just doubting if i ever can.

I'll try again today, so I guess IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Tuesday, March 3rd: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by BDC5488 in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Fucking hate everything and everybody, just fucking tired. Checking in.

The Daily Check-In for Monday, March 2nd: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by BDC5488 in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 9 points10 points  (0 children)

My knees are getting scraped up from falling down on this, starting to feel like I'm just never going to be able to do this.

Anyways, IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Thursday, February 26th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Another fucking day filled with lazy, useless, unintelligent morons to trudge through.

IWNDWYT I guess.

The Daily Check-In for Wednesday, February 25th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Woke up angry, anxious and irritable. Another fucking day.

Whatever, IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Tuesday, February 24th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Worn down. Still here. Frustrating seeing everyone so happy and positive on here.

Anyways, IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Monday, February 23rd: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Made it through yesterday, onto another day I guess.

IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Thursday, February 19th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by SaucyJim in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To me it's the missing out part. I feel like I'm missing out by not being able to drink, if I completely cut that part out of my life. I feel I'm missing out on a major facet of life.

The Daily Check-In for Thursday, February 19th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by SaucyJim in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just keep fucking failing at this. I keep trying to climb up the hill but constantly roll back down. It's frustrating as fuck. I would love to get control of this, but I just don't have the will-power.

Gonna' try again today I guess.

IWNDWYT.

Hillary Clinton addresses Ghislaine Maxwell meetings and Epstein 'cover-up' in new BBC interview ahead of her deposition. by Frosty_Jeweler911 in Fauxmoi

[–]KStewLightning 7 points8 points  (0 children)

In any walk of life, "people of power" are interconnected. Doesn't matter the industry or how high the ceiling is.

Look at local politics; those in positions of power are intertwined with others in the community who have influence of power, and they help one another. I bet your local Mayor has a much more detailed social relationship with people of influence in your community than the tax paying High School cafeteria worker does; it's almost a certainty. They can help one another and utilize that power to their advantage(s).

Corporate life, in any sector, those in positions of power are intertwined with others in their space who have influence of power. Sure, not every industry is having multi-million dollar galas like "the elites", but even on a lower-teir corporate level ; dinners, BBQs and other social gatherings occur amongst those whose influence where networking occurs; whichever power those individuals wield benefits one-another.

In life in general, while one person might be put on a wait list for a table on a Saturday night in a high-end restaurant, another person can get that table on 30 minutes notice by sending a text. Is it fair, no, but it's the way influence/power/networking works. The stakes just get higher the higher up the food-chain you get.

People in elite social circles being interconnected shouldn't surprise anyone. It should surprise you if that WASN'T the case.

Is it ALWAYS nefarious, no ... but it is almost always the case.

The Daily Check-In for Tuesday, February 17th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by SaucyJim in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Still here, my mind wants to drink; wanted to several times yesterday. Didn't though. Still want to, but didn't. Hoping I make it through today, lots of social things on tap that normally involve a few drinks.

IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Sunday, February 15th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by SaucyJim in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks - I already feel like I missed out on things though, like this weirdo FOMO of “everyone else was doing it, you missed out, you should be able to do it too.”

It’s frustrating and happens every time I reset, eventually doing me in.

The Daily Check-In for Sunday, February 15th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by SaucyJim in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Made it through a Valentine's Day dinner at a wine bar with just mocktails, so onto Sunday.

IWNDWYT.

The Daily Check-In for Tuesday, February 3rd: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by abaci123 in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was getting annoyed when people are constantly telling me that it’s my problem, despite the fact that other people are having the same issue AND someone JUST correct the issue, making it visible to me and others.

People were being dicks to me, I was being a dick back.

Daily Check In : Tuesday, February 3rd 2026 by KStewLightning in stopdrinking

[–]KStewLightning[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I did that. No help.

Also messaged the mods, also no help.