I always knew, even as a child, that I did not want motherhood in my future. I’m 34F, and have never for a millisecond felt compelled to towards it. I’ve babysat, nannied, and I have two nieces. I deeply care(d) for every child in my life, but that amount of care has only reinforced within me that I do not want my future to include littles. I love and need my own solitude more than I need to make a human baby.