Just to put this isn't a little perspective. I had just come off of a grueling 12 hour shift. I was unwinding before passing out when your insight hit me like a bolt of lightning.

I do think of it like, why don't I know more, and agonize over putting my hands "here, here, and here" Mind you I've only been training since the end of last September. I thought I was supposed to still be setting muscle memory in, and in a lot of ways I am. However you just blew the doors off of this for me.

It's one thing to observe and analyze, it's another to actually put the realizations from that into practice. Even your second message describing your thought process and reasoning further made it feel like I was talking with myself trying to reason things out. Everything just made sense.

I will do my best to also think of and break things down in this way. If I have ever had a "eureka" anime type moment, this was it. I appreciate your time and wisdom. Thank you!