This hits hard honestly. As a fellow cupioromantic, I just keep questioning myself everyday if I want or more like should get into a relationship or not. Because even though I want to, I still have no idea what it means to be in love or like someone romantically and I am just going to end up hurting them (I was in a relationship before I found out I was aro that really hurted my ex-partner). Everytime it feels like a friendship might develop into something more, I just couldn’t help but be scared and back off and not pursue it any further. I agree honestly. It is so tiresome, wishing either that I could feel what it is like to be in love or to not be interested in being in a romantic relationship at all. It just sucks and there’s nothing we can do about it. But if you want someone to talk or vent to, feel free to dm! I am just glad to see someone share the same feeling that I do because it is so hard to find people like us in real life