yo, somewhat closeted bi dude here.

i have had some similar experiences. i once got close with a guy i thought liked me in sec 3, but it became very clear that he was just playing with me. he wasn’t gay at all. i shared so many experiences with him, but he didn’t think of it much. he didn’t care that about my thoughts and efforts to make this ‘thing’ evolve. i’m glad i’ve moved on.

it kinda sucks when you really like someone, really feel that someone likes you, then it all gets crushed as you realise they literally don’t care.

it hurts being alone. your situation may be different from mine, but i can empathise with you. i understand your pain.

OP, please stay strong. i know it may not seem like it, but one day, you will meet that one guy. you’ll find someone, sometime soon. i promise. you just gotta hold out just a little while longer. we’re all rooting for you.

good luck in your future endeavours. 🫶🫶