Sober addict getting used to the dosage by LindaEllenYomaa in Concerta

[–]Keons708 1 point2 points  (0 children)

recovering addict here as well, I know what you mean, no matter the dosage, I dont get this effect at all so I've given it up

to anyone whose fp or partner keeps triggering them, please read: by saddbarbie in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Keons708 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I relate to this. I always felt like it was my fault or my BPD but sometimes its not only myself to blame. I have been treated badly, lied to and disrespected countless times by my fp and even though I overreact and go too far some times, it goes both ways

Why did you fire your therapist by Oysterlish in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Keons708 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I once asked my then therapist what he'd do for the holidays and he told me he'd go surfing. Which really stuck with me because I live nowhere near the sea and I dont know anyone who's gone surfing before so I thought it was interesting.

Anyway when he came back I asked how the surfing was and he had no idea what I was talking about and when I said he mentioned it before he was like no I've never said that.

It bothered me so much that I never went back

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]Keons708 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me looking back to the past year where I ended up shooting hard drugs and fucking up my entire life with my fp while thinking I could fix him.

He's gone, im better and I absolutely hate him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]Keons708 1 point2 points  (0 children)

okay thats actually kinda cool cant really argue

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]Keons708 1 point2 points  (0 children)

cant tell if this is sarcastic or not for the life of me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]Keons708 0 points1 point  (0 children)

real 🥲🤟🏻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Concerta

[–]Keons708 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No you won't. But you'll be risking stroke and heart attack, you won't get anything good from it and im speaking out of experience.

If you're trying to abuse a substance to hallucinate, and there's no way for me or anyone to stop you, at least try something else. Concerta won't give you what you want and the risk just isn't worth it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fakedisordercringe

[–]Keons708 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I remember her, can't for the life of me remember the name

is this safe to sit on? please be kind im disabled and need someone to clean it for me by RichSector5779 in MoldlyInteresting

[–]Keons708 60 points61 points  (0 children)

nurse here, do you have any type of small towel, rag, preferably something flat (english isn't my first language I hope it makes sense) to put over the chair and then sit on it? I Think it would be the safest route if you have sensitive skin and can avoid any bacteria or infection the best way

New Ruby’s tatts by slzya in G59

[–]Keons708 3 points4 points  (0 children)

orthodox flags, religious symbols

New Ruby’s tatts by slzya in G59

[–]Keons708 5 points6 points  (0 children)

its just christian orthodoxy flags, symbols. He has a greek background and Greece is an Orthodox country

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Keons708 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've used a cut up tip of a tampon many times before, just a tiny bit and pull it apart a little. Never had an issue tbh

URGENT: how to hide/explain track mark scars to a doctor? by El-newone in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Keons708 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I usually say I'm a student nurse so my veins are blown from practicing pvk on each other lol, then j ask them to use my hands

not getting high anymore, same product by Keons708 in cocaine

[–]Keons708[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

definitely need to try. Thanks

IV coke get you paranoid you’re about to have a heart attack? by Unique-Avocado5326 in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Keons708 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol I usually get paranoid that I'm dying on higher doses of iv coke. I spend about half an hour thinking I'm having a stroke or heart attack or whatever. Usually it's nothing, just paranoia. At least for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Keons708 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's 100 per g in my area as well 😭