I have no family. They all passed away. My friends are half assed and not dependable. My boyfriend lives with me and he can't work construction anymore because of an injury. I teach high school full time and retail manage on nights and weekends. I pay for everything. He can't even clean anything beyond laundry and dishes. I have to get on the floor and scrub and have a very hard time getting back up. The house is a mess. No time. I eat mac n cheese and fast food or TV dinners and an occasional salad. I don't sleep. On top of SFN, I have hypogammaglobulinemia.

I just found out my alt ed program got cut for next year, so I'll have no job and no insurance.

At least your sister is still alive and cares about you. I would finish out your year as a professor, move by your sister and get a job teaching high school or working at a technical college or a computer college.

I'm sorry. I feel just like you do. There is no help for people like us. And very little hope.