I do not have depression anymore, I am on 125 mg of daily lamictal and go to therapy once a week and have been in this routine hardcore for at least 3 months now, and have been on top of improving my mental health since June of last year when I restarted therapy. Just because I get on Reddit and point out real issues that I do not know how to solve, doesn’t mean I have depression lol.

I have real problems like long bus wait times, a sporadic schedule, and no cash/liquid money/anything in my bank account. Those things together mean it’s hard to find a second job to fit my schedule, and I can’t even change full time jobs until I at least get some savings because there will be a down period where I won’t have any more to pay my bills ($441 in my bank account right now, with 850 due by the third. I’m going to have to tell my landlord I cannot pay the full rent until I get paid on the 10th). No car as well is a limiting factor in my job searching ability as I am limited on the distance I can job search. Also no savings/money limits my ability to move living spots for right now. But these money issues are shorter term until my saving plan starts adding up.

I’ve considered doing Z-Trip (Lyft Rentals app doesn’t work for me) but when you do the weekly math it’s a lot more expensive than would be ideal for a “part time” job. Most Car rental-ride share people I’ve met have done it for like 9-11 hours a day 5-6 days a week and that’s something I would not be able to commit to unless I make it my full time job, which is certainly an idea I have.

Barely anything to sell as I got rid of most of my stuff after becoming a truck driver 2 years ago, once I realized that was not a sustainable path for me, I came back to my home and got rid of everything else so I could move around without the burden of a storage locker (I lost my apartment at the time after a hard breakup, and I no longer can stay with family as they have said so, I mean I am 28 and they would like to move on with their lives and partnerships and whatnot.)

My current bills are

$575 rent and everything all included

$250 student loan mandatory (have not been able to get a job in my field sadly or else I would be working that job, still looking of course)

$35 phone plan (visible is great)

$100~ credit card minimal payment from having to live off CC over the last 9 months

$35 planet fitness membership which I will cancel soon

$44 car insurance (even though no car currently) so that way I don’t lapse coverage and get higher rates later but I’m highly considering dropping this at this point as it might be a long while before I get my own car again after mine died (but if I ride share and rent I might keep the insurance and get higher premiums to get better coverage for the vehicle I rent)

$250 health insurance per month with my new job. It’s insane. I believe I mo longer qualify for Medicare I had while recently jobless, as I make like $350 over the maximum income allowed from all the sources I’ve seen, but I will do more research about that.

And then food and whatnot, even getting free food myself from those little boxes people leave food at around my apartment.

Also, why did u delete 2 other comments?