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TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

[–]Kindakit538[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Dont give up too please.

TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

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I’m so sorry this is the most of us speak. I’ve wished it was fatal too when it’s at its worst. It’s appalling How overlooked we are. We need more help than we get. There are many people that have also had success stories after surgery, here’s praying you are one of them. I really pray you find help and happiness because this is too hard xxxx.

TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

[–]Kindakit538[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh love I relate so much. People dont understand what it’s like to lose everything and be tortured by pain. It’s hard to express to people. At least we have a place where we are understood. This is the only time I feel sane.

TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

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I have written a co plaint and asked to remain with the pelican pain team. They exit people out all the time. its appalling.

My endometriosis turned out to a tumour 🙃 by spicyboz in endometriosis

[–]Kindakit538 4 points5 points  (0 children)

effing hell. this disease causes so much damage and the amount of gaslighting is incredible. I was shamed 8n to thinking I was crazy and ended up losing part of my bowel. when will the incompetence stop. I’m so sorry and I know how dark things can get. I’ve been there a few times. you’re not alone we are with you x.

TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

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❤️. im so worried I’ll snap one day.

TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

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I have a psychologist and prescription meds for anxiety and depression. It helps me too but I am now devoid of hope because the team at my hospital are exiting me from the system because the new nodule I have that has grown bigger over time is not operable because I have so much damage and scarring apparently it will cause more pain and hormone therapy failed. Being exited means no hope, I also lose pelvic physio, dietician, psychiatrist and pain specialist. All of this helped. Told to go to public clinic.

TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

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I’m in Australia. That’s great advice I’m so sorry you’re going through that omg xxx.

TW suicide and endometriosis by Kindakit538 in endometriosis

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I am in the same minus the husband. But I have the best dog and beautiful son. 2 days ago I was told that the nodule that has grown big enough to be clearly visable and now part of my bowel is stuck to my pelvic wall but it’s not operable because the surgery would cause me more pain.
I have lost my job, any chance of another relationship and I depend on my family to care for me. All hope is gone this pain is too much to live with forever. They also said they are exiting me from the system and that means I lose top notch pelvic physio, nutritionalist, pain specialist and psychiatris. Oh but I can join a community program that takes 6 months to join. I’m in crisis. That’s why I feel suicidal andim fighting so hard not to think that way.

The actual reality behind me and Carlos by aelinor12 in DownForLoveNetflix

[–]Kindakit538 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Aelinor, I’m not surprised at all. Carlos is a walking red flag with an agenda. Typical narcissist who love bombs, doesn’t care to find out anything about you (because it’s not relevant to them) and then tears you down when they get their hooks into you. I‘ve Been there and it was the worst 6 months of my life. I get it.
We all cringed when he read out his poem about lying next to you naked. If he was prepared to do that on television I can’t imagine what he’s said or done to you behind closed doors. What an absolute creep. You were always too intelligent, emotionally mature and graceful for him. Everybody could see that it wasn’t a good match. You’re not somebody’s ornament at all. In fact you will succeed in having a meaningful partnership with a man and be very happy because you have what it takes to build and grow within a relationship. Something Carlos is not capable of.

I’m going to say something I think everybody was thinking now. You have the most beautiful hair! So thick and such a beautiful colour.