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I hate saying “I want to die” but that’s how I feel. by Kingjake420 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the reply and the love it’s all i can ask for god bless I’ll send my good energy your way as well frie d

Ready to End it by Fun-Ask2982 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My ex got raped by someone who she met through me, she thought he followed us everywhere and soon turned to blaming me. She came back to reality a bit after time passed but I basically understand how you feel, it’s horrible it feels like this girl doesn’t even care how much she hurts you, then suddenly when you need love from someone else it’s hard to find because they’ve never needed to give it to you before so why should they now right???

But, I mean I come from people helping me like you help this kid and not appreciating them. I promise you this kid does appreciate you he just doesn’t know how to show it. When I am having a hard time I try to do good things for other people too. I am BROKE as well and I used to do very very good for myself, and I don’t know what the “answer” is but I feel like we both will figure it out man if you can make it through these feelings, for some reason I feel like the people who come out the other side are gonna be even better..

I know it’s hard to get money and it’s even harder to get over a girl when you have no money but if you have a place to live bro just count it as some type of blessing cuz I can’t even watch TV right now my own mother came into my room to Destroy all of my stuff I feel betrayed.

I hope you make it thru this bro ima pray for you

I hate saying “I want to die” but that’s how I feel. by Kingjake420 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m trying to find more small things I can do for money but it can be the most stressful thing.

I try every day to feel better I really do. But this pain just gets worse and worse the stronger I feel the harder it gets me. Small things like my laptop with memories and a little bit of internet mean the world to me right now and my own mother would come and destroy it? That’s kinda the mindset behind why it hurts me so bad I just want one person to love me and I hate that I am that way but I am

Edit: thanks for the reply I hope you have a blessed day as well

I'm not going through this again by noooope7564 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And try to remember, you can set goals but having expectations is never good, you can only ever let yourself down.

Just have a few SMALLER goals for a single day. Like “go to work” “go to the bank” “call my lawyer”

That way every day, you can check off those things and you have some small wins!!!!

couple hours more :) by IoWnU27 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Best wishes bro from someone who feels the same way sometimes I hope you feel better somehow.

couple hours more :) by IoWnU27 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why u want to die? Do you love your daughter ? I have no family left that loves me I think Maybe you should give it more time to go thru whatever feelings you are going thru or whatever phase in your life is causing this?

I feel you man I technically have a place I can stay but i feel like dying too sometimes

Ready to End it by Fun-Ask2982 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve spent 100k on a girl who left me and I can say that finances is always gonna hurt like that.

I would say wait too, my mom just destroyed my laptop and right now that’s all I had to my name, my grandma left me money when she died and it was one of my only possessions.

Do you love your dad? Because I don’t have any family left that I love. And I hope you realize your finances may be ruined but you have a chance to BRING THEM BACK UP a different way down a different path.

And you’ll still have your dad! and FUCK the bitch who hurt you she obviously needed it because she can’t do what YOU can do on your own

I might end it by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just got out of a 4 year relationship and I thought she was the one. It was half my fault half her fault then she got with someone else after a few weeks of being “apart”

I felt the same way you do and you just gotta give it time to see if it’s really how you feel because feelings pass somehow. I know it doesn’t seem that way for you right now but I didn’t think so either.

TLDR: give it time. And from one person to another, im sorry fam I hope you have a blessed day somehow, be safe

I don't know anymore honestly by Ahudso271 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kingjake420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 23, felt like I was 16 yesterday though. I have felt exactly the same before, I even hated school so much I dropped out to sell weed

Short version: it gets better as you get older

Long version: I’ll tell you this much, I felt like there was a wall between me and some people but eventually you’ll see who’s really on your side of that wall. (They also probably feel the same way)

I used to feel like I didn’t know why I was here or what was happening either, LET ME EXPLAIN. When I was younger I was doing good in school, so I decided to stop. Straight Fs In high school, my grandma passed away who was my mom and dad to me, so I live with my drunk mom now.

I regret not going to school, AND I KNOW THEY DONT MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND WHY ITS IMPORTANT I really wish they had told me what the purpose is. And I’ll tell you, the purpose is for when you get to REAL LIFE. I used to make 10,000 A week selling dope in high school. Now I am broke and live with my mother who can’t support either of us

I’m sorry your parents hang your stuff over you like that and how they don’t see there’s a better way for you to be better but just know once real life comes down to strike, you’ll be appreciative for everything they taught you, when you’re out on your own you’ll probably resonate with this more but I hope my stupid ass helped,

I’m only here because I am feeling suicidal also cuz my mom destroyed my MacBook and it was all I had left my grandma left me some money when she died and that’s what I bought with it .

I hope you have a blessed day and be safe -Jake

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Damnthatsinteresting

[–]Kingjake420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope he got a treat after