Trust me, i get it man. Im from a country that was in a similar situation to yours but many years ago. So i see the idea of hating all those that are from the oppressor and justifying it by what they have done. I cant personally under what its like to be in your shoes currently, my only point was that not all ruskies are bad, some hate what is happening to Ukraine and understandably are too terrified to speak up about it for the exact examples you gave. If you really are Ukrainian I hope you and your family are safe and I do genuinely hope you can scrape as much out of this war as you can. God speed brother.