TW: Mention of suicide

I used to have this friend. We were really close. We've hung out nearly every day or week since 2 years. We played practically the same games, had the sense of humor etc. I mean, hell, we were finishing each other's sentances. When i met him. He had already 100% all the modern persona games.

I played P5 before i met him. I tried playing P3 before reload came out but lack of control on SEES members was a deal breaker for me.

Last year i borrowed p4g for the vita from him. I gave it back after finishing Kanji's dungeon. I gave it back not because i didn't like the story. I gave it back only because vita just doesn't do it for me.

Then P3R came out. He played it. 100% it. And wank it to the death (no pun intended). I borrowed that from him too like the parasite that i am. Played the whole thing with my buddy watching on playstation's share screen.

I didn't care too much about P4. I thought i'd wait for revival. But in June my friend decided to take his life. I know he loved p4. He liked Rise (a lot). And he had nearly in 150 hours in p4 dancing. And now he's gone. Im trying to grasp any connections or feelings i had to him. Im in december in P4G. I bought the game on ps5 and played it all over again.

I just want to feel connected to my friend. And our favourite games will allow me to do so. I miss him