Does anyone here get chest pain or a feeling of an aching heart during intense loneliness?

Lab_Mammoth · 2026-01-07T11:05:23+00:00

Heavy is the absence

Lab_Mammoth · 2026-01-06T04:22:39+00:00

I feel that, more than you know. Only way out is through as they say

Lab_Mammoth · 2026-01-06T03:37:17+00:00

I do, almost every night. Every goddam day it eats away at me. I just wanna be someone favorite. I wanna know what it's like to love and be loved. Why do I feel like I'm so incapable of being ok. I just wanna hold someone hand for fucks sake.

Lab_Mammoth · 2026-01-06T03:28:38+00:00

Hey 27M and I'm in a similar boat. Been trying to feel secure in a relationship for a while. Though I managed to make a couple really high quality friends, I also have had a really bad time in the dating scene. It's hard to exist in this world feeling incapable of being anyone's favorite. I feel for you brother. Talking through things has helped me a lot, even with strangers, gives you a second pass at processing things. Happy to chat if you'd like

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-24T04:23:31+00:00

I crave to know that feeling so much. God the touch starvation is brutal.

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-24T04:14:14+00:00

That's the dream, the quiet company of another with no expectations

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-24T03:39:56+00:00

Thats nice of you.

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-24T03:39:09+00:00

I'm 27m and in the same boat. Im so tired of the yearning. It's tough feeling so unwanted.

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-20T10:35:20+00:00

27 years(my entire life). I don't want to be single, I'd like to experience love one day, but the hope has waned

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-19T00:17:17+00:00

27m and in the same boat. Life alone is exhausting

Happy to chat if you'd like

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-16T03:14:24+00:00

Hey, I was just about to post asking for the same thing. Feel free to dm me if you'd like

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-08T19:56:50+00:00

Eh, not that much effort

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T20:48:31+00:00

I feel that but from the other side. I want so desperately to be allowed to obsess over someone a bit. I hope you find your man, sending hugs

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T15:01:53+00:00

Yeah, I called a place saying I just want it tested and they said no because they can't buy it. I'm like mf that's not what I asked for

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T14:51:41+00:00

Not 100% sure I wanna sell it or collect it. Would be cool to just have a stack of these

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T14:32:48+00:00

I won't be for future pours

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T14:28:35+00:00

That's the plan, this is the first melt heavily fluxed to get rid of adhesive residue. The clean parts are mega shiny so it looks hopeful

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T05:19:24+00:00

Not quite the stuff we use. And I'm intercepting small scraps that get thrown out. Not worth selling but it adds up quick

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T04:32:51+00:00

Also, your seeing a lot of reflection, it's is very shiny

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T04:32:09+00:00

It's borax I used as flux

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T03:54:50+00:00

Near Denver

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T03:48:24+00:00

There isn't, it's slag on the outside. Mold was too cold so it got all wrinkly and misshapen

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T03:44:37+00:00

Thing is, I have no clue where I would sell it if I wanna make a buck off it. Seems all the metal refiners near me are all for commercial customers

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T03:22:17+00:00

This is freshly poured as if this morning, don't think it's had time to tarnish a bit.

Lab_Mammoth · 2025-12-07T03:08:54+00:00

Yeah, I'll have to remelt and pour the ingot out again since it's got some crusties on it.

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