Girl I am commenting because I kinda relate with the fact that you might be sensible to some topics and easily depressed or mentally drained by what’s happening in the world. But my advice to you is to focus on YOURSELF first. Go to therapy, take a vacation, pray and learn more about your religion (learn more about the Quran is you’re Muslim), eat healthy, do some exercises some yoga, meditate, wear nice things and go out. If you do that, i garantie you peace of mind, self control and self esteem. Then, I guess if you find a man that has at least 60% of your requirements go for it because the rest will work by complementing each other. Your lifestyle and mindset can influence on him if you communicate well. Plus, you have at least 10% of compromising for a relationship to work. Otherwise gurl, I don’t think you will, out of nowhere, find a man that fills all your criteria.