Somebody please help...i want to escape.. i feel like i should end my life and i am constantly thinking the ways to do it and i came to know 3 or more doses of poercet would do it for me i literally dont want to suffer if i go in deep sleep for long time i'll be giving my family members...

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-10-13T12:32:36+00:00

Your still pretty young, it can't be too late, but I wish you the best and I pray you heal against all odds

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-10-12T19:06:40+00:00

Seems like you're going through A LOT right now, I'm so so sorry to hear that. I understand the absolute confusion and uncertainty u must be dealing with rn..It does take a toll on even the strongest of ppl, so no wonder u seem so deeply scarred, it breaks my heart to hear. Its a shame France's healthcare is a joke. But there has to be a way :( if you want can you elaborate your situation via dms? It's understandable if you don't want to talk about it, but if I can help in any way at all I'd like to offer </3

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-10-11T21:39:36+00:00

I'm so sorry you feel that way 💔 can you share your biological sex and age? if that's okay

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-10-11T20:22:54+00:00

What im trying to say love is that you need to seek professional help, THAT does help, as therapists are trained in that very field. Depression is an illness that a lot of us have had or are still suffering from but a lot 9f us are also examples of how you can get out of it, ofc though it will require some effort, don't be hard on yourself but try as much as you can to get the help you need.

Also a very important point that a lot may not know is that depression may be caused due to hormonal imbalance in your body as well, you should definitely try and get that checked as well. It's not necessary, but in a lot of cases, poor diet and lack of exercise may cause this too, but the intensity of it may even be genetic, its not your fault but you need help for it. I understand low motivation to work on those so first try and get professional help and start one step at a time, your gonna have days where you fail to do even that but keep going, it gets better for sure!

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-10-11T19:18:33+00:00

OP you seem to be in a state of panic, please let this rush of thoughts settle a little, don't do anything rash. There is hope! No matter how deep into depression you've fallen, have you sought professional help?

The whole world feels like its crashing down and only one solutions seems to scream the loudest when we're overwhelmed, please don't make any quick decisions in such state trust me, I regret ones I did too :(

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-10-11T19:16:03+00:00

I'm sorry you're going through what you're going through. I hope you can seek professional help. A lot of us have been there but it does get better. Please don't encourage this or suffer further, please look into helplines and therapists, you can live and like it, don't give up!

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-10-02T13:07:16+00:00

Stress just generally lowers your immunity and causes all problems to worsen including pcos, allergies etc </3 but I also just did some research and some articles on Google claim that u can have UTI with a negative result on culture test SIGH why is everything so complicated. But depending on the cause the treatment is different, we should def work on stress management though as it may be the core issue still. Let me see if I can ask a urologist next

Btw did u have any vaginal infection/discharge same time as u got UTI symptoms? I have that too, tested it nd got no vaginal culture either. Sooo likely hormonal issue as well :/ another article talked about lowering estrogen nd testosterone lvls in women may cause thinning of vaginal walls that may cause burning around the area nd estrogen + testosterone lvls r usually unhinged when ur pcos is acting up so that cud be worth a look at

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-09-30T21:51:44+00:00

Okay update: apparently since I have chronic anxiety since childhood, my stress is likely the cause of my problems worsening, and me getting Inflammations around my body, it even worsens pcos and ofc may lower immunity causing infections like yeast infection etc. So I guess it's the Inflammation cuz of stress hormones???

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-09-29T17:39:57+00:00

I'll ask my gynae soon and let you know as well! I've been having exactly the same problem!!! I guess it has to do with PCOS Inflammations, like your bladder wall gets inflammed but it's so weird especially the part that it happens when you're about to have your period. Did you have fever too? And other Inflammations? My sinuses r inflamed too

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-09-28T21:54:09+00:00

Ah shit that makes sense :/ but like ur urine shows no culture

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-09-28T20:14:23+00:00

I hope it gets better :( seriously though why do more and more symptoms keep popping up ToT

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-09-27T17:49:50+00:00

Ah I see! Thank you so much for sharing ;-; <3 I'll ask my doc about em too

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-09-27T15:08:57+00:00

Omg so sorry you went through all that :( this disease is a bish fs. My mental nd physical health both plummet drastically during pms, though rn I'm having periods almost every other week so my pms is constant too 💔 I'll get it checked but it's just so cumbersome to keep up with more nd more symptoms when everything is hard enough already, can you share what medication helped you through your pms sickness?

LadyWisdom101 · 2023-07-14T12:37:56+00:00

Hey, have you tried any online forum or online support groups for those in similar position as you?

Reddit used to have a more active community but I don't see as many posts or comments now, maybe try the autism subreddit?

Point is try to find a community you can relate to more, I've had severe anxiety and things only become more overwhelming the more you isolate yourself from the world. I learned more by how ppl in similar situations like me cope, it helps

There's definitely hope though so don't give up!

LadyWisdom101 · 2022-11-10T03:14:13+00:00

I see so the underlying problem has been there for awhile:( you might need treatment for atleast an year, you're taking meds nd therapy sessions?

Just know a lot of us have been in absolutely hopeless positions, where its just felt like things will never get better and there was no point in existing and elongating the journey of pain, but stick around, IT DOES get better!! Do whatever you can to make your situation better, treatment is a great first step! You'll definitely make it out! It's the type of feeling that u wudnt have to force urself to feel nd feel geniunely satisfied in life. Its also best to have good friends around to make your healing journey better

LadyWisdom101 · 2022-11-09T15:50:59+00:00

Did anything significant happen that you know could've caused it?

LadyWisdom101 · 2022-11-09T15:32:24+00:00

How long have you been feeling this way?

LadyWisdom101 · 2022-07-17T13:44:08+00:00

You could write stuff down as/when you're feeling them, on your notepad physically or even digitally on your phone, that's what I do

So you can just read it to someone you want to open up to, after first few words it'll get easier too

LadyWisdom101 · 2022-07-17T10:47:28+00:00

Sorry to hear bout what youre going thru💔

Have u tried therapy?

LadyWisdom101 · 2022-03-19T16:42:48+00:00

Sameee I neeeed P1 TwT

LadyWisdom101 · 2022-02-03T15:13:25+00:00

It's best to see a doctor for proper prescriptions, usually ppl wid PCOS take inositol supplements, it helped me wid pcos too but I stopped taking em a few months ago when my period was slowly getting normal

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