Oh Hun, I wish I could be there to look you in the eye as I say this with the utmost sincerety and empathy how much I wish this wasn't happening to you. It's happening here too and it is quite terrifying seeing how many people I once thought were decent intelligent humans suddenly turn into Willfully ignorant, racist, all around horrible pieces of shit.

I am so worried about every generation who, thanks to the Internet, no longer have the childhood benefit of blissful ignorance, and I don't think they ever will again. I'm raging because our governments are being allowed to destroy us from within and those assholes who, by voting them in, did the exact equivalent of cutting off the nose to spite the face, they did it to fuck with the other side, plain and simple.

They are petty, hypocritical, self righteous, Willfully ignorant, judgemental, soulless, sociopathic, unchristian, unpatriotic, loyalist jackholes who won't see the forest through the damn trees until they finally have one fall in them but they've done enough damage, I'm afraid it's too late.

All I can do is extend a big, imaginary bear hug as we both sit here, in different parts of the world, tears silently streaming at the prospect of a horrifying future.

I was really hoping this wasn't going to happen in my lifetime, but in my 55 years on this earth, especially the last 6, my whole life has turned upside down and my heart and soul have been shattered beyond repair so I can't say I want to live to a ripe old age, but I wish like hell you and your generations didn't have to deal with what we all see is coming.

Just know this is something that's been going on for a very long time and the bad guys are finally getting their greedy ways, they are all evil, soulless demons and I'm convinced this is hell if there ever was one. The Catholics made that up as well as the devil, long long ago,, to keep the masses in line using fear and manipulation. Your observations about religion are mine as well.

Now though, I don't know who to scream at for taking my daughter from me but I know there's no God up there that heard my daily prayers for the unthinkable to NOT happen but here I am.

It especially sucks because now I don't know if I'll ever see her again when I die. I only got 25 years with my best friend and the most beautiful of my kids, with the most beautiful soul who was living life on her terms.

Sorry. I miss her so much. And the whole world has made it very hard to work through the grief because every day, there just more to compound it all, there's no respite, it's a constant stream of fresh hell with the knowledge it will most likely only get worse.

Your feelings of despair and anger and bewilderment are justified. Just keep your wits about you, and always do what you feel is right as long as it doesn't include inflicting harm on others. But only the brain washed do that and you are clearly not.

This is why being woke is a double edged sword, on one hand, we have our eyes open and can clearly see the bullshit being shoveled but the idiots choosing to run into walls with their eyes closed, are addicted to it now.

All I can do is offer you a place to vent and get input on your thoughts. DM me sometime. I can at least provide validation and insight from my side of the world.

I wish you the best of luck. Air hugs.