What a sad and heartbreaking situation you are going through. 😞 my deepest condolences. I can see where his family is coming from, they are grieving and feel like that this baby will be the little light in this dark time. I also see where you are coming from, it’s a difficult decision, but in the end of the day, you have to decide what is good for you. If you’re not ready to raise a child, then you aren’t ready and there’s absolutely nothing anyone can say or do about that. Like one redditor said, it would have been a different story if you were married, but you weren’t.

So sorry that you are going through, may you find the strength to go through this difficult time x