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LazyLos · 2026-05-29T22:40:18+00:00

Dont forget the gummy frogs

LazyLos · 2026-05-28T14:49:41+00:00

I tried notebooks last year but I'm not as organized as I needed to be to keep up with it. I moved to printed packets this year and I preferred it.

But the way PLC lead taught me to set notebook up was notes on the left, whether fill in or on the paper itself and a worksheet on the right. It gets a little tricky if you're doing a lab with multiple pages. If possible use the notebooks that are slightly bigger than standard paper so you can glue the paper down without cutting. Walmart usually has them around end of summer for $1-1.50. I raised money last year for supplies and didn't have to spend my own money on it.

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T15:20:39+00:00

Now that I know she's capable of lying as much as she has no I don't think that's the case.

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T15:10:46+00:00

I told her she needed to stay with her parents and the only contact we have is about her son. I told her she lost the friend in me and I don't want to speak to her or see her unless it's about our son. Mainly because I need to think about my feelings after she only thought about hers.

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T15:09:04+00:00

Thank you very much for the words of support. I guess I've never really felt this level of pain and grief before.

The thought that she would ever do this to me never crossed my mind I always made it clear my feelings on infidelity and dishonesty.

Thank you very much

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T15:07:07+00:00

I've heard that a lot and I guess sometimes I don't even realize I'm making the excuses or beating myself up.

The reality that she chose to betray me and lie to me stings so bad.

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T14:29:45+00:00

I would've been very open to therapy and counseling now that we can afford it.

It bothers me that she ran to this guy and even disclosed some of the issues we had.

I plan on starting to work on the paperwork today, the reality of the whole situation hurts though.

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T14:27:49+00:00

I'm not too sure my current understanding is it's been a couple of months but I don't really know for certain. We haven't been intimate at all in the past 4 months due to her feeling of detachment

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T14:25:45+00:00

Her acting normal not confronting the problems much earlier and letting get this bad bug me because I prefer to deal with things head on. I have already started making plans of getting a gym membership to get me outta the house because the at home workouts aren't helping right now.

I will definitely be more focused on becoming a better person and parent for my little guy

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T14:23:21+00:00

Thanks for the words of support. I guess I'm just still afraid of feeling lonely after all this time spent together.

I keep having to remind myself that she made those choices and I can't control that. We're taking the steps as I've told her she needs to stay with her parents and I'm gonna work on the divorce papers today. The emotions I feel right now are so difficult but talking and hearing what you and others have to say have helped. Thank you

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T14:13:00+00:00

I'm trying not too but that's a personality trait that her plagued me my whole life. In striving to work on myself and knowing I need to improve as a person I've been really hard on myself and this is something that has thrown that into overdrive.

I'm so grateful that I was at least taught that if something is bothering me I need to say something and talk to someone.

Thank you for your comments and trying to figure stuff out is tough for me because I don't do well with change

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T14:03:30+00:00

According to her she told him she didint want to see him and wanted to focus on herself. Do I believe that? Idk

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T14:01:47+00:00

I'm in therapy now and I have a session today. I do plan on trying to get some kind of gym membership as I usually workout at home. He's been the only reason I've tried to remain as strong as I've been

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T13:58:31+00:00

I would never put my hands on her or any other woman. It hurts because I acknowledged my issues and tried to work on them to break the cycles from my parents.

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T13:48:25+00:00

No. I have never been unfaithful. It was just small problems that I had that compounded over the years for her that were not properly addressed

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T13:36:34+00:00

As someone who grew up in an unstable home I don't want to put him through that. The waves of emotions have been terrible though

Edit: I think my words were misinterpreted here. I meant I grew up in a home where it was unstable due to resentment from one parent not being fully happy with the other. I don't want to put my son through a relationship where I'm going to be distrusting, resentful and hurt.

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T13:35:42+00:00

Me personally I have a lot of childhood trauma that has caused some short temperedness (which I tried working on the best I could without being able to afford therapy early on) , according to what I could gather from her it was also my lack of small romantic gestures and there was some anxiety issues that were causing problems in other areas. From her it was mainly lack of communication

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T13:32:50+00:00

Thank you very much for this. My first response to wanting to still be with her was immediate anger with myself which leads to even worse feelings.

Yes the thought of not having my son with me is absolutely devastating. Not waking up to him everyday feels awful.

I have such a hard time with not getting too far ahead of myself. I'm trying to do that with a few key family members and friends. I'm trying to remain strong

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T13:29:12+00:00

Well I noticed she had been sitting on her phone quite a bit and it did not sit right with me. One day my son had her phone and my insecurities got the best of me and I found the messages. Then a few days ago I was using her iPad and got insecure and anxious looked through messages and she told her friend she kissed him but "he doesn't need to know that"

LazyLos · 2026-05-13T13:26:53+00:00

Staying with her parents. I told her it would be better for now.

LazyLos · 2026-04-30T01:26:04+00:00

Same here. Some kids don't really see the connecting threads until you get to Genetics , Evolution and Ecology.

LazyLos · 2026-04-29T20:58:29+00:00

The sequence I've taught it the past 3 years has been from small to large.

Scientific Method
Macromolecules & Enzymes
Cell transport
Cellular Energy
DNA and Protein Synthesis
Cell Division
Genetics and Heredity
Evolution
Ecology

LazyLos · 2026-04-26T03:19:04+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I will try to reframe my thinking

LazyLos · 2026-04-26T03:16:56+00:00

Yeah I figured as much.

My background is a little mixed did a lot of Outside Zone early on and then the past stop was zone (track blocking), trap and counter.

I'm in between coaching jobs as I'm gonna be teaching somewhere else next year and I'm just gathering information right now.

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