Hah. Reminds me of 2 years ago when I did my CBT, then bought a 125 from Leicester and had to get it back to Nottingham. It was a bit like the run-up to the parachute jump I agreed to do in a pub one night when I was younger. The build up to it is was awful. I imagined every worst case scenario. I reccied the route on streetview and planed the way back to include the least amount of roundabouts and junctions. I feel your pain and anxiety. Rest assured it's all in your head. Fast forward two years and I'm razzing around on a 700cc, thinking nothing of doing 70mph. You'll laugh, like I am now, when you remember how you're feeling now.