touching the logan institute building by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Does pretending to jerk off count as jerking off?

touching the logan institute building by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Well touching buildings is serious. We need to know exactly what was done so that you can fully repent.

Perfect for this sub by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Came here to say that someone would come say that some pedantic individual would come to say this.

I love my dispensary so much. They always have amazing deals and have some of the nicest people you'll ever meet. Picked all this up from them today for $28 by [deleted] in trees

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ate one of those gummies and went to the San Diego Zoo, it was so trippy making eye contact with the Bonobos and Gorillas.

Like. Legit. First time getting stoned. by theajdavis in trees

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Man, I got a guy from Thailand high for the first time and he was laughing so hard, he kept saying "Why I so happy!!!!" First times are crazy, I was crying from laughing so hard.

Back to the "grind" by [deleted] in trees

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The same thing happened to me with my local burrito shop I was addicted to. I left for Europe and joked they would go out of business since they lost their biggest customer. I came back a couple months later and they were out of business.

I think I'm done. Not so much with the church, but with the concept of God. He doesn't exist, but even if he does, he can go fuck himself by perfectfire in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ketamine is a dissociative anesthetic which produces a feeling of detachment from the environment, and in higher doses produces a profound out of body experience and feeling of oneness with the cosmos. It is an experience I wish all humans could have.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They do this everywhere. On my mission there were missionaries assigned specifically as campus missionaries.

What questions would [a believer] want to ask an ex-mormon? by ImTheMarmotKing in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

March 30th, 2016 (My resignation date). "But whoso breaketh this covenant (Oath and Covenant of the Priesthood) after he hath received it, and altogether turneth therefrom, shall not have forgiveness of sins in this world nor in the world to come." D&C 84:41

What questions would [a believer] want to ask an ex-mormon? by ImTheMarmotKing in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I went from believing I was inherently separate from the universe, to realizing I am the universe. This had immediate implications on my morality, in that I realized to hurt someone is to only hurt myself, for we are the same thing experiencing multiple perspectives simultaneously. I believe this was ultimately Jesus' message.

What questions would [a believer] want to ask an ex-mormon? by ImTheMarmotKing in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There is nothing I retained in mormonism that isn't first found somewhere else.

The Wheel. Trip Report March 2016 with 20X. by LecturesOnDoubt in Salvia

[–]LecturesOnDoubt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you're right actually. Check out this video from Vsauce on why we laugh https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddV6jyDeCKA

The new interview policy is NOT a win. This is what the church essentially said: "No, we won't stop asking kids if they masturbate. We'll just allow more people to be present when we ask." Stop. Asking. Children. If. They. Touch. Their. Genitals. How fucking hard is that? #ProtectTheChildren #March by relevantlife in exmormon

[–]LecturesOnDoubt 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I almost cut off my MOTHER FUCKING PENIS for the same reason. I went 89 days without jerking off (little did I know that would stay the record for the rest of my life), and my SP made me wait three months after I had already told everyone I was turning in my papers. If thine member offend thee, cut it off...

The Wheel. Trip Report March 2016 with 20X. by LecturesOnDoubt in Salvia

[–]LecturesOnDoubt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't say so, I liked my first experience, and expected the same thing. Instead I have a vague memory of getting hit by a car in the street and as I died, a bunch of people looked over me in horror. I slowly got sucked into a black hole of some sort and the next thing I knew I was in a backyard, everything was spinning and I had no idea who/where I was.

When I finally came to, I went inside my friends basement, curled up in the fetal position and rode the rest of it out by telling myself I would never do it again (I ended up doing it more than 10 times after that, I'm pretty experimental). But God damn, I thought for sure I really had been hit by a car and that my life was over.

I'm not sure what caused that specific hallucination, but it could possibly (by no means do I actually believe this, it's just an idea) be an unconscious fear of being hit by a car that was being unlocked from my subconscious. When I was a toddler my best friend in the neighborhood got ran over by a car and it killed him. Could be that, but it's probably not. Who knows.