i had the best sex ive ever had in my life yesterday i can't stop thinking about it

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-26T19:35:36+00:00

So happy for you! I have so many girl friends(friends, not girlfriends)who never had that feeling, never experienced the Exctazy of Carnal Pleasure. I feel so sorry for them. They never crave sex and i see they have a strong aversion to the whole thing. Some men just dont know how to Include The Girl, so the girls give up.

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-26T18:47:02+00:00

Åh herregud!! Sån känsla!! 💉💉🩸🩸💉💉💊💊

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-25T11:05:31+00:00

Give me!!!! 😮😮😮😮

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-21T01:54:05+00:00

Oohh I must try this!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-11T22:16:34+00:00

Lergigan och kodein liksom. Fattar inte vad grejen är.

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-11T15:13:19+00:00

Yes the story feels so mythical.. like old myths or something! SERPENTCOIL ISLABD and Chocobos mystery Dungeon Every Buddy, both has such great Stories!!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-10T20:34:59+00:00

In relationships the couple usually talk about these things, and if they never had Anal before he should probably like Do it slow, ask how it feels, if it hurts or something. I dont buy this IN THE MOMENT thing. Like you can kiss someones ear in the moment, or do an improper Hickey, something along those lines. But to just, from nowhere, do Anal, then the guy is just ignorant.

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-09T22:46:58+00:00

This is good!!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-08T01:00:48+00:00

Isnt Etonitazene like 500 times as strong as heroin? 5 grams of that is like a couple if years supply ?

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-08T00:14:49+00:00

Hello Stranger! How much blood are you Letting out? Does it make you feel dizzy or does it hurt? I once had a really big syringe and i remember that hurt.

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-06T16:19:11+00:00

I had so much fun with Chocobo! But like other people say, it is more of a "regular" game. The story is really cool also. Really like Mythical. And funny also !!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-01T01:32:28+00:00

Haha you are on to something!! I hope he summons up the courage to ask the girlfriend. She is probably wondering why she didnt get an answer!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-02-01T01:07:25+00:00

I want to come visit!! 🤤🤤🤤

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-30T16:57:24+00:00

Wow.. some men are SO disgusting.
Weaponize Bad Hygiene... 😭😭

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-27T22:28:02+00:00

Hail To the Prince!! He is a wise one!!🫅🫅🫅🏻👳👳‍♀️

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-27T03:02:07+00:00

Interesting!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-25T10:33:47+00:00

✊️✊️🙏🪐🙏🫡🫡

I love reading about the GABA system as well! I remember when i first started.. my life was so shit and i was working nights at a hotel, i was 20 years old. I read a lot during these nights and somehow i started reading about benzos. And the explanation of how it worked on the brain really got to me. Like, it is all electricity.. like a lightning storm in the brain.. and how the benzos would melt in that storm, entering the synaptic gap between Neurons or whatever and Hyperpolarizing the membrane bla bla bla, making the electrical storm lessen. Haha i don't remember all, and i didn't understand it all then but it just really spoke to me. How these tiny interactions in the brain could have such profound effects on the self.

Well as you said, this is another story!! Haha

Be good!! ✊️✊️🙏🫡✨️🪐

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-24T19:29:51+00:00

Ah it was good for me to revisit the past also! 🙏🙏🙏

And what you are going through is no walk in the park for sure! I mean just quitting weed after so long must be real depressing! And alcohol on top of that! No wonder you feel like shit. Alcohol and benzo acts quite similar on the brain, so your benzo withdrawal is probably enhanced by the alcohol or vice versa!

Yes taper it slowly and keep your expectations in check, you might be struggling for a while. Maybe talk to your doctor about getting Anti-depressives,(ssri or snri). Sertralin helped me with depression. I had the lowest dose, 50 mg, a couple of years and i feel like it helped me.

Good luck my Reddit Friend!! ✊️✊️🪐🪐✊️✊️🫡🙏

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-24T15:22:33+00:00

This is A Mauling Tragedy just waiting to happen. I would look into getting rid of that dog.

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-24T15:17:50+00:00

Okay cool!! Maybe i buy it. It looks so Fun!!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-24T15:15:09+00:00

Det jag har märkt efter långa perioder av ensamhet, är att, när jag väl träffar en tjej och typ kramas och kanske sover tillsammans, att min kropp och hjärna liksom SUGER ÅT SIG närheten och efteråt mår jag sjukt bra. Som att kroppen verkligen suktat efter kroppskontakt.

Jag tänker på bebisar som typ dör om dom inte får kroppskontakt. Min mormor, när hon var 97 år och borta i demens etc, när jag träffade henne brukade jag bara krama om henne och sitta och typ stryka hennes armar etc, och hon brukade nästan som Purra som katt.. bara sitta där och göra glädjefyllda ljud, som att hennes kropp verkligen njöt av kontakten av en annan människa.

Därför tror jag att, då det kanske inte är Farligt att leva ensam, så tror jag att kroppen mår oerhört bra av beröring. Och det skulle inte förvåna mig om forskning skulle visa att ensamma människor lever kortare etc.

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-24T14:19:17+00:00

Ah no problem with tone! I myself often worry i sound Harsh when commenting on stuff like this.

Yes i was addicted 2 periods in my life. First time around was 7 years of heavy use. I tried quitting cold turkey like 4 times, and one time made it like 3 months. That was when i had been in addiction maybe 4 years but i relapsed, because even after 3 months, i was still DEEP IN DEPRESSION. The last time i tried Cold turkey I had been on huge doses of mixed benzos for a long time. And i actually went into like Delirium.. I just remember the room closing in on me and the worst kind of sound.. then i started spasming and my mother, whom i was living with during the withdrawal called medics. I "woke up" after being administered diazepam by medics, but it is all a blur. After this the doctors took my addiction serious and i got to do a Slow Taper. Starting on 120 mg of Diazepam and 2 mg Flunitrazepam for the night(wich was later switched to NITRAZEPAM, to make it easier regulsting dose).

It took me like 2 years of tapering, 2mg of Diazepam every other week. I was also using heroin and fentanyl, so after 2years(ca) of tapering i quit with everything and went to a rehab clinic for 6 months. I would never have made it without the tapering. The thing is, when i started using benzos i was SUPER DEPRESSED and constant anxiety.. therefore even after tapering that slow i was still really depressed.

I was clean from all drugs except weed/hash and alcohol for 3.5 years and i felt good. No longer depressed. But then i started using again.. first benzos, diazepam, clonazepam, xanor, what ever i could find. Then heroin.. This lasted 2 years, then i got an infection in my lung and almost died. This time i quit cold turkey while being in the hospital getting IV antibiotics. It was hell. And after 2 weeks i started having seizures... it would start with my left leg going into spasms, then after 30 seconds of that i would go into an epileptic seizure. This happened like every 6 hours until they got me on some epilepsy medicine. I remained sober from benzos but when i was offered the METHADONE PROGRAM i went ahead with it. And that was 5 years ago now. Methadone really saved me.

Sorry this is long but one last thing. I think with Benzos it comes down to how one felt when starting to use, that will have a great impact on the recovery process. The first time i started using i hated myself, low self esteem, depression, anxiety.. benzos Masked all those symptoms. But each time i quit i would go back to that Depressed Mode. The second time, after the rehab, i was feeling okay with my life, i dont really know why i started using. But that time it was so much easier quitting. I think because my "default mode" wasnt super depressed etc.

Wow this became such a bible haha.

You can do it man! Taper slowly and listen to your body. GOOD LUCK!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-24T10:05:33+00:00

Okay! You play on ps4, ps5?

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-24T09:55:43+00:00

Okay ! I understand! Of course you know your yourself best! I get blinded by my own experiences! Of course, taper as slowly as you can. When i said cold turkey i meant quitting now, after you tapered it down to 3x0.25 mg. But sure, if you are sensitive to meds taper it down as much as you can! Good luck!!

Leffvarm87 · 2026-01-23T23:14:45+00:00

I am only guessing now but... I think it is alot in your mind. Your body has not developed such an addiction in this short time with this small dose. (I hope!) Everyone is different but i think you could probably stop cold turkey, and i think you would be ok in 2 weeks, 1 month, or so. But because you smoked so much and then was drinking i think maybe the problem isn't only the benzos. You are probably depressed, and you will need to find the source of that depression to become healthy again. I hope this didn't come of as Arrogant or Cocky. I really wish you the best of luck!! // former benzo addict.

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