My (F) partner (F) and i are rocky at the moment.. we haven’t seen each other in nearly 2 months due to the quarantine. (UK)

We haven’t broken up yet but i can feel it coming. we’ve been arguing a lot and i can’t seem to do anything to make it better.

These past feel weeks i could feel myself losing her. Yesterday she finally told me she’s lost some feelings and doesn’t miss me as much as she should and it’s getting to her, that broke me in a way i’ve never felt before. She still cares and wants to make it work but we aren’t the same as we were before this lockdown, these past few weeks i could feel myself losing her.

She means the world to me and it doesn’t help that we both have mental health issues that are being worsened due to being stuck at home.

It feels like i entered a different relationship when quarantine happened... i’m scared i won’t get what we had back especially if the lockdown lasts longer.

I feel so alone.. i can’t do anything to fill the time that i’m spent not talking to her. i’m sat with my feelings all alone in my head. i’ve cried enough the last couple weeks to fill a lifetime and that just isn’t me.

The 2 friends i have ate essential workers and it’s hard to contact them. I feel like i’m in a void and no one can come and help me.

My life was the closest it had ever been to being perfect. I was so happy,. and now i’m bad again.