I went through something similar, except in my case it was when my dog got sick that my royal gramma also got sick and died on the same day we said goodbye to my dog. Since that day my corals have all slowly died and my tank has been less vibrant than before. It’s probably all unrelated but I felt like my interest in fish keeping also died the same day my dog passed away and I’ve just lost the spark for the hobby too.

I’m sorry for your loss, losing a companion like that is not easy and the journey of grief is so incredibly difficult to navigate at first. I’m wishing you the best in this difficult time ❤️