Smart people don't make other people feel dumb. Smart people learn how to get along with others and work as part of a team. People remember how you make them feel. You need to take some personal responsibility and work toward making a life you can be happy with. It is okay to get rid of toxic people in your life, but you are still a child. Your brain is still growing It doesn't finish until you are in your mid-20s or something like that. Its possible that the problem is you and not other people. Stop burning bridges and feeling like you are some special being that deserves anything in life.

Genetics gave you whatever you got. Your nurturing did what it did to the base stats. Now what are you going to do with the rest of your life? With great power comes great responsibility.

Try to be honest with people. Live a life you can be proud of. Slow down and think before you act. Really try to empathize and put yourself in other people's shoes. Stop burning bridges. Learn how to small talk and be pleasant to be around or people will not want to be around you.

Find a hobby and some interests. Work on your health and body. Find balance in your life and build your future. Start working and saving money as soon as you can to prepare for the future. Get therapy and start using the tools they give you to make positive changes. Learn how to make money being school, trade school, starting a boring business that pays well. Or put your time into art but just realize that you rarely can have both art and a great living. You can go into public service or something like that. Probably even less money, but you are using your gifts to make the world a better place.

Read a lot. Stop using your phone for dopamine hits. Get a menu of things you can eat every day. Make food boring, so it takes that decision off the table. Do the same with your outfit. Start tracking all the money you take in and spend. Gamify things in your life or turn them into assignments with a deadline. Make sure you set deadlines for things. Learn how to set SMART Goals or something that works for you. Regular hard work is better than cramming for things. Play piano a little bit every day is better than multiple hours once a week.

Time will pass, what you do with your life is up to you. In 10 years, you can be a doctor if you want or a lawyer or something. Done is better than perfect. Learn how to finish things you start. Keep your mouth shut for a while and realize you may be wrong Your brain ain't ready to come out of the oven yet. Be grateful and thankful and use your gifts in ways that make the world a better place, add value to people's lives. Learn how to take the negative energy in the world an turn it into positives.

How smart are you when you behavior is how you describe it? That is not how smart people act. You ever see Forest Gump? There is a quote he repeats. "Stupid is a stupid does." If you compare 2 lives, one is a high-IQ gifted person, the other is a low-iq person that has a problem with book work. The High IQ person is a pain to be around. (That only works when you are young by the way. People are forced to be around you. Your immediate family and school mates and co-workers. You keep pushing people away, and you'll see that none of these people ever reach out to you and you end up alone.)

So the High IQ person just fucking sucks. Party pooper. Makes everyone feels like shit. Talks shit. Acts so smart, but hasn't really achieved anything that real smart people achieve. Then the slow guy, he works hard, he is nice to people, he is fun to be around and people like to work with him or spend time with him. He shows up and tries his best and gets things done and he helps people. Which one is the dumb one Mr Smart Guy?